Chapter 41

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Billie's P.O.V

I stood on the beach, the hot sun beating town on my skin.

I squinted up at the sky, embracing every ounce of warmth the sun emitted.

I smiled to myself as a lighr breeze came through, contrasting the sun, creating a perfect mix.

Sighing to myself, I got comfortable on the sand and just enjoyed nature.

Feeling someone else's presence, I turned around to see who it was.

It was my beautiful girlfriend.

She smiled in a welcoming matter, her beautiful white dress, dancing along the wind.

She was gorgeous.

She smiled at me, her purple eyes calling for me.

Wait...

Ava has green eyes.

Upon reaching me, she looked at me lovingly, and leaned in to kiss me.

I closed my eyes as well but was cut off by a yelp.

I quickly opened my eyes to see my world crumbling.

Literally.

Avalon clutched her stomach, attempting to catch her breath. She removed her hand that covered her stomach and it was covered in blood, along with her hands.

Her once pure white dress began to change... it seemingly got darker.

And darker...

Until it was black.

Tears pooled in her eyes and she focused her now green eyes on me.

I began to cry, begging for her to stay with me.

And she whispered the few words that shattered me.

"It's all your fault."

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Avalon's P.O.V

I sighed deeply, watching the rise and fall of Billie's chest.

I know I had promised to not get too attached, I couldn't help it.

And I had stayed with her for the past three nights.

I cried a lot. Mostly because I figured I could wake her up but I suppose that isn't how this works.

Even though the squad was in town, I didn't hang out with them much. I was just extremely stressed and as selfish as it sounds...

I didn't care all too much.

Cierra, along with Finneas, had been caught up with her mini, and the others just shared everyone's excitement.

Except me of course.

Ring. Ring.

I grabbed my phone and checked the contact before answering.

"Hey." I greeted, voice monotone.

"Sup lil sib." Aiden greeted chirpily.

"Yeaaahh don't call me that. Ever."

"Noted." He replied.

"So why did you call me again?" I asked.

I understand that he wants to have some form of a relationship with me seeing as we are siblings but..

I still barely know him.

It's just so weird because the last time I saw him was before I got drunk off my ass and almost got myself killed.

"I uh - wanted to ask if you were interested in meeting your niece?" He asked hopefully.

I hate kids.

So much.

They are little demon spawns who steal your sanity and all your time for what? For them to grow up, sass you, and disregard you like a piece of trash?

I'm not pushing tiny people out of my vagina just to be shaded by fucking children.

Everyone always told me I felt 'too strongly' about kids... Whatever that means.

They just scare the hell out of me.

Knowing that my brother will be in possession of one of them, and I'm related to it makes me want to gag.

But...

I have always wanted to be an aunt.

So I said...

"I'd love to."

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A/N

Apologies for my inactivityyyyy.

I was just really swamped with work and it was a tough week. I pulled through though.

I am sorry for this sad excuse of an update. I'm hoping I explained everything well and that you understand what's going on.

If not... Drop a comment here!

Thanks for reading! <3

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