I allowed my mind to drift as the patter of the shower water resonated throughout the bathroom.
I attempted to wash away the disappointment I was tagged with mere hours ago.
She was right.
Deep down I always knew it wouldn't work. He hurt me before and I should have known he would do it again.
The question is how do I get out.
Sam is filled with a lot of anger. He is a hurt little boy that hadn't grown up in a very 'loving household'
No wonder Kylie left...
His rage is sometimes untamable. Once he is fired up, nothing can get in his way and if you try, you won't leave untouched.
Fresman Avalon had seen something.
She hadn't seen a broken child.
She had seen a project.
Someone she could fix. She would get with him, fix him, get married to him, live in the white picket fence with your broke grandmother.
Wait - not the last part.
I giggled at the thought.
I know what I have to do.
"Babe!?" Sam knocked on the bathroom door, a little more agressive than normal.
I flinched at the rough sound his knuckles against the cheap wood made.
I noticed the slight slur in his tone.
He was drunk...
Fuck.
I shut off the water and stepped out of the shower, covering myself in a towel quickly to hide from the cool air that threatened to freeze me.
"C-coming!" I yelled back shakily.
After drying myself off and attempting to regain my strength, I pulled the bathroom door open, towel still wrapped around my frame.
To my surprise, I didn't see my drunk boyfriend and was met with the empty sight of my bedroom.
Everything was as I left it.
Had I imagined Sam being here?
I shook off the thoughts and returned to the task at hand.
After grabbing a few scraps of clothing and tossing them onto the bed to change into, I reached for my nightstand to grasp my phone.
Me
i am coming to visit. don't ask questions until i'm there, and please don't hate me. <3
She is going to agree. She has to.
I begin to regret my decision, biting my nails ferverently.
I hastily grabbed my suitcase and tossed it onto my bed, placing random articles of clothing. Anything I could grab.
Ding.
Nervously, I slid up on the notification.
Billie
i could never hate you. see you soon love
"Who are you texting?"
My heart dropped to my chest.
"A-a friend." He scowled at me disapprovingly before snatching my phone out of my grasp.
He read over the text and scrolled up to the previous conversations. He came across what I assumed to be the birthday paragraph and you could physically see the anger.
He growled and tossed my phone on the bed roughly.
Shock was evident on my features and before my mind could catch up, I zipped up my suitcase and started my way to the door.
"Not. Another. Fucking. Step." He seethed.
I froze, chills running down my back.
He approached me, steps seemingly uncalculated, he walked with surprising precision seeing as he was drunk off his arse.
"You are banned from leaving this house." He ordered, reaching for my suitcase.
I jerked back, taking slow steady steps backwards towards the door in the hopes of running.
His palm connected with my cheek for the second time in my lifetime, shocking me just the same.
Tears streamed down my face as I turned my back to him.
Before I could walk any further, a hand grasped my hair tightly and pulled me back.
The stinging sensation caused me to wince.
I reached in my pocket for my phone but was surprised when I couldn't find it.
Right.
I scrambled out of his grasp and picked up my phone quickly opening my emergency contacts.
I dialed the first number there.
She answered right away.
"Yo whats up?" Billie's voice almost made me feel better until I took a hard kick to the gut.
I groaned and clutched my chest, now lying on my back on the floor.
"Ava!? Are you alright-!?"
"BIL HELP-" I screamed before Sam picked up my phone and threw it towards me.
My eyes widened and I ducked, narrowly avoiding the impact as my phone hit the wall, smashing into a million pieces.
Oh. My. God.
The last thoughts I remember before blacking out were of the one thing that brought me comfort.
Her.
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I-
What did I just write?
I am so sorry if this was hard to read, it was super hard for me to write.
I am really trying to steer clear of the sad shit but it matches all the trash I have been through lately...
Anywhoo
I hope you enjoyed! <3
-Gigi
