Chapter 22; Making sure

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Jisung inserted the spare key from Chan, into the lock and pushed the door handle down. He wanted to visit Chan and make sure that he is okey. Not like his younger brother. He took his shoes off and walked into the living room. He was shocked to see many things, like glass frames, medication or song sheets scattered all over the floor. What happened. "Chan ?" He actually expected to see the older in the living room but he wasn't there.

"Are you here ?" Jisung yelled but got no response.

As Jisung opened the door to Chans working room he wasn't really surprised to see the older
working on a new song. As he tapped him on the shoulder Chan whipped his head to Jisungs direction.

"What are you doing here, shouldn't you be with Felix, or is he here with you ?" Chan said and made his neck long, to look over Jisungs shoulder to see If someone came with him, but sadly there was no one. He was a bit upset, he actually wanted to apologize personally to Felix and hug his sunshine again, but he couldn't be mad at his brother that he doesn't want to talk to him, he would've reacted the same If ever someone told him that he is literally useless.

Jisung noticed the eyebags under Chans eyes and thought about If the elder even slept a wink today. "I couldn't sleep okey, I know I look horrible so quit starring at me." Chan said and Jisung sat down across from him. "Everything gots me so stressed out, Dad was calling non stop, then the worry about Felix and now the payment for the fucking rent, it's so expensive. I don't even want to know how Felix is feeling right now, probably terrible." He groaned and rubbed his face in a stressed manner and motioned for Jisung to sit down. "So, why are you exactly here, is something with Felix, is he not eating or is he-" Jisung rolled his eyes and interrupted Chan. Jisung couldn't tell Chan that his younger brother attemped suicide it would just brake him even more so he lied. "He is fine Chan, he is with his minder right now, I just wanted to check on you and see how you're doing but I clearly can see that you are not okey." The australien boy repeated the same action like Jisung earlier. Rolling his eyes. "It's nothing new that I can't sleep, Ji."

"The police wants to know information about the incident, they called me and asked me things, did they called you aswell ?" Chan nodded. "And everything is Changbins fault I bet that he doesn't even know that my brother is in a wheelchair, that basterd !" Trust me he knows. "I hope that he is in jail for all his drug dealing!" "...What if he changed his behaviour ?" Chan had his eyes wide open and looked with disbelieve straight in my face. "He was addicted to drugs, he dealed with them and even wanted to get us into his business, he can't change anymore Jisung, he is an addicted person." The younger sighed. Just If you knew how he cares about your brother Chan.

"Dont you miss him, even a tiny bit ?" Chan looked at his lap and played with his black leather-bracelet. "Of course, but I miss the old Changbin that would make with us music and would crave hugs whenever we were watching movies." He smiled a bit at the thought. His smile dropped in less than a second and changed to a serious, maybe even hurt expression. "But not the Changbin, who drugged me and nearly got us in jail."

"Would you want to meet him ?" Again the disbelieve in Chans eyes. "I mean, If he really changed then-" "You doesn't get it right!" Chan raised his voice. "He will never change, he is addicted and I think even that he is in jail right now."

"And actually I don't even know If I will forgive him for what he did to Felix. I could have lost him and Changbin wouldn't even know."

"He knows." Jisung whispered and Chan barely heard it, but he clearly understood him. "What ?" Jisung adverted his eyes and breathed deep before he started to talk again. "I talked to him at the bar Dragon Three and told him that he caused an accident with your younger brother." Jisung half lied, Chan shouldn't know that Changbin is the minder from Felix yet. "He apologized immediately but he was afraid to apologize to you personally." "Seo Changbin?!" Jisung nodded "He told me that he quit with all the drug dealing and he misses you, us, 3racha. He even asked after you -" Chan stood up and went away. "I don't want to know anything about him!"

"Where are you going!" "I have to go to work, Felixs medication is on the kitchen counter in a small bag!"

"You can't just runaway when we are talking!" The younger yelled after Chan, who was already in his shoes and jacket standing at the door, ready to go to work.

"He is really sorry and I think you should give him a chance to apologize."

"Shut up Jisung!" Were the final words from Chan before he slammed the door shut.

Jisung couldn't believe that Chan just left him like that and stomped out the door. He put the medication for Felix in his bag and searched for some clothes for the younger before he drove back to Changbin. But left a note on the kitchen counter that says >Call me when you calmed down<

.... Time skip ...

"I brought the medication for Felix." The latter who is lying on the couch with his head in Changbins lap, looked up. " You were at my house ?" Jisung nodded and plopped down on the sofa next to the boys. "Was Chan there ?" Changbin curiously looked to my side. "Yeah." "How is he ?" Felix immediately voiced his question out. "He feels sorry for what he said and wants to see you." Felix adjusted his position and gave the attention back to the movie. He is still hurt.

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I'm so sorry for the late update, but I really felt depressed this whole week. And it's surprisingly not the reason of my school.

I don't know If I'm going to slow with the story, please tell me :/

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