One wrong thing; Changlix FF [ON HOLD]

Chapter 28; Unsure

'I didn't abandoned this story'

"You aren't serious, you told me you quit with all this. I trusted you with Felix but now he even gets involved in that illegal shit. You disgust me!"

Changbin was shocked to see Jisung infront of him. His eyes were filled with hate and his fists were balled together. He heard everything. "I did really thought that you changed, that you have truly feelings for the freckled boy, but your still the same asshole!" Jisung was yelling furiously and angry. " God how could I trust you !" "Shut up, my neighbours and probably Felix can hear you." Josung scoffed and took a big step in my direction. "I will take him with me, now, You don't really think he will stay with you!" Changbin sighed but answered with a calm voice. "Jisung, I only said that kind of thing because I needed to, you don't know him, Yoon is someone who will only leave when he is satisfied, he would have never left If I didn't told him that Felix will be joining the business. Hell he would've run back inside and catched Felix in a blink!" Jisungs face softened a tiny bit, he was still unsure of the situation and angry. "But I think it's better if you take him back to Chan tommorow, I'm scared that Yoon will come again." Changbin fiddled with his key in his pocket before he opened the door and gestured Jisung to come in.

In the apartment they could hear the sounds from the movie that was still playing. Felix heard the steps from them and was scared that the 'friend' from Changbin would come back. But he was relieved when he saw Changbin with Jisung standing in the livingroom. "Binni, did your friend go ?" Felix asked a bit tired and let out a yawn. Changbin nodded and sat down next to Felix, who was lying on the sofa."Did the man do anything to you ?!" Jisung asked a bit angry and worriedly at the same time. The blonde boy shook his head with barely open eyes. Jisung and Changbin let out an relieved sigh. "Are you tired Lix ?" Felix nodded and closed his eyes again. "Why's Jisung here ?" Felix asked tiredly, his voice drenched with sleep. "He just wanted to see how you doing." Changbin stroked the blonde hair from Felix and looked lovingly at the freckled boy. "I will take you back to Chan tomorrow, ugh because ...Changbin needs to work." Changbin totally forgot that. "Oh, yeah I forgot to tell you Lix." Felix pouted and grabbed after Changbins hand. "But I want to stay with Binni." Jisung noticed the small gesture and found it really cute. "No, Lix I will need to fix some things... without you." Changbin said and kissed Felixs temple. Again a yawn from Felix and Changbin chuckled. "Just sleep Lix I will carry you upstairs later." Jisung was surprised over Changbins kind offer, but what shocked him even more was the little kiss from the raven haired boy. He already knew that Changbin has a soft spot for the younger but this was something else.

It only took 5minutes for Felix to fall asleep.

"I will carry him upstairs and then we can talk alright ?" Jisung said a quick yes and sat down on the sofa.

Changbin laid the still sleeping boy on his own king sized bed and carefully unzipped Felixs jacket and pulled the jeans off, before he covered the body with a blanket, he kissed his cheek and said a quick 'I love you Lix' before he turned around only to see Jisung with a strucked face. The raven haired boy rolled his eyes and made his way to the kitchen without giving Jisung any attention. "What was that!" Jisung half yelled half whispered but a small smile was present on his face. "Seo Changbin acting all lovey dovey." "I just made my job, Okey!" Changbin took a big gulp from his water bottle. "You can't tell me that this was because of your job Changbin..I'm not dumb. You really love him, I can tell." Changbin ran his hand through his hair. "Goddamn, yes..YES I TRULY LOVE HIM. Actually we already kissed and now he is my boyfriend, but how?... I mean I'm still lying to him, Chan will kill me for sure if he founds out and Felix will hate me if he knows that I.. you know.. That it's my fault, that he is in this damn wheelchair now." Jisung can understand the concern from his friend. "He will leave me alone. I already know that but who am I, to be upset about such a thing when Felix will suffer for his whole life." Jisung went over to Changbin and sat down on a barstool next to the raven haired boy.

"God everything is so fucked up!" Changbin groaned and put his face into his hands. He was angry, not only because of Yoon, but more angry on himself. "Not only does Yoon knows now that I'm not in jail but also will I meet up with Chan next saturday. I'm so dead meat."

"Whats with your business actually ,did you really quit? " Changbin groaned "Jisung.. I- I tried to quit okey, but yoon wasn't having any of it.. he burned my arm with a cigarette when I told him, just like earlier or he tried to convince me to keep going. So I just vanished for a year and he thought that I got caught by the police."

"Is that the time where you just left us ?" Changbin felt guilty "Yes, I wanted to be clean from drugs, so I was in a addiction clinic for drugs and alcohol addicted persons. It was hell in there but I did it" Jisungs eyes widened when he heard that But Bin, why didn't you told us that you had a treatment ?" Changbin shrugged. "I think that I was afraid to tell you, I wasn't really clean, had backlashes and was disappointed in myself. It was only 1 month after the treatment, before I had the first backlash." That is.. Great Bin !" Changbin was disappointed in himself "I.. had not only one backlash but 5 backlashes already..the day at Jacksons houseparty and the day you told me that Felix was the boy, Chan hit with the car, were the hardest one." Jisung sighed and put his arm around the older. "Thats okey Bin, everyone has some backlashes and it only was 5 times. Bin that isn't such a high number." Changbin nodded "But I'm clean for 2 months now. I swear Jisung. Felix- ... Felix made me to a better person, I don't have the urge to take them anymore. I don't even think about them when I'm together with him." Jisung smiled at the raven haired boy "Not only you help him but he helps you aswell. hu?" Changbins quick smile faltered to a sad expression.  "When I saw him in the cold water, lifeless, pale and unconcious, it was like if I would see me in there drowning in all these drugs. This could have been me, but noone would have helped me" Jisung was surprised what changbin just told him.

"I'm afraid that Felix will find out, that he will hate me, leave me, ignore me and that I will go back to my old habit because of it. Taking these drugs with the risk of knowing that you could be dead in less than 5 hours, was horrible. I don't want this anymore."

"Bin, I will be there for you, even when Felix will leave you, you won't be alone. I'm here and I will help you through it Changbin. Because your my bestfriend. But promise me you won't disappear again without saying anything." Changbin hugged Jisung back and whispered a small "Thank you"

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God I'm so so so damn sorry. I had a writersblock. I couldn't come up with a good chapter and was so stressed out becaise of it. But I started to write another Changlix Fanfiction and Bang Chan x Reader Fanfiction. Thank you for reading my story and for leaving comments they give me the will to continue with this story ♡