Messy without a Doubt

Hours

Naruto didn't have a long conversation with his Grandma as soon as she seen him like that she took the opportunity to bring him to the hospital. Naruto knew it was because she had to get back to the hospital to finish her shift, Naruto having a broken nose was an excuse to go.

After his nose was fixed and they checked to see if his ribs were broken, they weren't. He was now leaving the hospital with his grandma four hours later. FOUR hours of sitting in his grandmothers office bored and alone. He was tempted to call Sasuke but decided against it, he shouldn't be mad. But he's just hurt. Okay, so he's a little mad.

How many times did Sasuke sleep with Sakura after leaving Naruto. After talking to Naruto about their future together about everything. Narutos mind wandered off to the happy and content memories of his short lived life.

—

"Sasuke what are you going to do after high school?" Naruto asked, he stared at the ceiling his arms wrapped tightly in bandages, his skin was slowly regaining color and his arms were healing.

Sasuke laid in the Narutos bed next to him looking at the same ceiling their hands intertwined. Naruto held a small blush when he felt Sasuke squeeze his hand. "I'm going to college somewhere far from here, I don't know where yet."

Naruto was a little disappointed he wanted to go to college somewhere away from here too but why would they go to the same college if they want to be different. Naruto wants to be a writer and Sasuke probably wants to be a lawyer or something.

"I wonder if we'll be together when we go off to college" Naruto muttered, Sasuke still needed time to think about a relationship with Naruto after everything.

Sasuke sat up their hands still together, "I just need time right now Naruto, I'm just thinking about stuff. I'm trying to understand"

Naruto quickly sat up and tried to ignore the pain going down his arms, "I know that! I'm not trying to pressure you take your time. I can wait" Naruto smiled and leaned in to kiss Sasukes cheek. His insides practically melted when Sasuke blushed.

—-

Naruto frowned while staring out the car window they stopped doing that type of thing subtle touches and kisses when school started and Sasuke started pulling away from him. Now Naruto can't help but wonder if Sakura was in the picture and they were dating once again in school. No there is no way.

But now that Naruto is finding his footing and is slowly getting better Sasuke wants to be in a relationship, he shouldn't think like this but he can't help it. Sasuke was there for his healing he was there for his many break downs he held him in his warm protective arms.

But during that time he wouldn't be in a relationship with him, he's better now so he will. And during that time he was sleeping with Sakura.

Why does he feel like he was cheated on even though they weren't even in a relationship.

Naruto grabbed his hair and tugged on it, anger was building up in him he wanted to break something so bad, he just wants to get out his anger. When Tsuande pulled into the house Naruto quickly got up ran to his room he collapsed onto his bed.

Tsunade couldn't help but follow Naruto upstairs and feel relieved when he jumped onto his bed. Her thoughts are always filled with fear. She barely sleeps and work is really the only thing that keeps her sane. Naruto practically wrecked her and now she lives in a constant fear of coming home to seeing him dead.

Narutos thoughts were running wild and they all went back to the one and only Sasuke. Naruto can't help but wonder if Sasuke wished if he could just have Sakura and not worry about these feelings he has for him because it would be so much easier.

It would be so much easier if Naruto wasn't there.

Tears flowed down Narutos face as he laid on his stomach his face smashed into the pillow to muffle his sobs. He was losing it, he was losing his mind. He needs to talk to someone, he wants to talk to someone he needs to get this off his chest. He can't keep it in he'll just go back down the same path he just walked. He needs to move forward.

Naruto paced around his room, there was no one he could talk to. If he talked to Sasuke it would just start an argument, Tsunade wouldn't listen she wouldn't understand and she doesn't want him seeing Sasuke anyway. Who else could he talk to!? Kiba? No. Shikamaru? No.

Gaara? Gaara, maybe but would he listen would he even understand. He couldn't possibly understand. No one can, he doesn't even know that many people!

Naruto made a hasty decision this could work out, this could also back fire completely but he needs someone who knows him, even if they haven't been in touch. Naruto carefully and quietly snuck outside. He took a deep breath preparing him for this walk, it wasn't a short one.

He walked down the street taking turns until he made it to the house.

Naruto didn't know how to get in contact with him he didn't have his phone number and he didn't know what room was his. It was 6:00 pm so they had to be home, there isn't a car in the driveway, his parents might not even be home.

Naruto took a deep breath and walked up to the red front door he slowly brought his hand up kind of regretting his decision, no point in backing out now. Naruto knocked on the door and waited until it swung open and he was greeted with a middle age women with pure black hair.