Messy without a Doubt

Wait

Naruto frowned at the ground he's definitely going to talk to Sasuke after this but right now he needs to talk to someone else. Someone outside his small friend group he loves so much. Maybe one day Sai can be part of that group.

Sai waited patiently as Naruto frowned and examined his room. Should he start the conversation of should he wait for Naruto?

"Your room has changed a bit, not much though" Naruto muttered he examined the weird drawings on Sais walls.

"Yeah? I feel like I changed a lot since Suna"

Naruto smiled, "Your parents are the same, but they're trying. I can see it" he was happy for Sai everyone deserves to be accepted.

Sai rolled his eyes "Yeah they are. I'm really happy, but they keep asking me questions about when I'm going to date someone" Sai softly sighed his hair falling his eyes, "It's rather annoying"

Naruto chuckled, he unconsciously pulled at his sweater and wrapped the ends in his hands, "I have some problems, thought I would give them to you"

Sai nodded his head, happy "Fine" he sighed and sat on the bed next to Naruto. "Go ahead"

Naruto took a deep breath, "Are you a virgin?" Naruto didn't know why he wanted to know. Maybe he didn't want to be the only one.

Sai sat up "What are you my mom" he mumbled quietly shaking his head "Yep, I am"

Narutos smile grew, "damn if I wasn't dating someone we could've experimented" Naruto joked.

Sai raised his eyebrows the thought of him having sex with someone he didn't completely love made him a little sad or someone who didn't love him. He wanted to wait until he finds the right person. "Yeah right" he laughed.

Naruto rolled his eyes, funny. "Would you have sex with me? Wait" Naruto paused, "Let me finish" Sai slowly nodded.

"Say you found someone that you love and you believe you love them, but you also have small feelings for someone else. Kind of like you with me. Would you have sex with that other person me, even if you truly believed you loved the other person?" Naruto asked his eyes watered a bit and he didn't know if he was putting Sai in a uncomfortable situation but he needs to know. Sai wont be scared to tell him the truth and Naruto has always liked that.

He didn't even know if that made any sense, he just wanted to know why Sasuke slept with Sakura when he says he's in love with Naruto.

Sai closed his eyes thinking, "I don't think I would unless something happened or I loved that other person, example being you. More than I thought"

Naruto nodded his head his mood shifted drastically Sasuke might just love Sakura more than he thinks. "You said if something happened? What do you mean"

"Like if something bad happened that made me think that person didn't love me the same way, like kissing someone else or-"

"Trying to kill yourself?" Naruto mumbled, tears fell from his eyes as he felt like his heart cracked. Sasuke was angry with him, he held Naruto but he was always distant.

This whole thing was new to Sasuke and Naruto took it all for granted. He didn't think about Sasuke as he was then, he only thought about him in the future after he was long gone.

Did Sasuke love Naruto so much that Naruto trying to hurt himself made Sasuke think Naruto didn't love him the same? The past Naruto wasn't serious he didn't think, Sasuke could get disowned because of Naruto, Naruto didn't think about what Sasuke was giving up for him.

Naruto was thinking about himself, not the one he loves. He's always been that way. He is selfish. He shouldn't have tried to end his life, he should've stayed and worked it out. He should've tried. Right? But if he didn't he wouldn't have gotten to this point, if he didn't try then he would still be suffering. Naruto shook his head his thoughts were running he had no idea what to think.

Sasuke went to the only person he knows loves him no matter what, Sakura.

"Naruto are you okay?" Sai asked he pulled Naruto into a hug and let him cry on his shoulder.

After a few minuets Naruto pulled away and wiped his tears, "Thank you Sai" he whispered.

"I need to go, I'll see you tomorrow? Tell your mother I said sorry and thank you" He smiled and quietly walked downstairs making sure no one could hear or see him. He left.

After a long walk Naruto quietly walked in his house and into the kitchen where a distressed Tsunade was pacing back and forth. She froze and turned when Naruto walked in.

"H-Hi grandma" he stuttered scared to see her like that and also scared for whats about to come.

Tsunade glared at Naruto, "Where were you" she seethed absolutely enraged by Naruto.

Naruto took a step back "I was at a friends house" he sat down at the table and waited for the yelling of his life.