Take your time or I'll take your Heart

Chapter 19

"It's all my fault," I whispered to myself. "It's all my fault."

"Joker, you need to go," Ann said.

"It's all my damn fault!"

"Joker, go!" Ryuji said and slapped my face.

I snapped out of it, got up, and ran towards the hospital.

"What about your clothes?" Ryuji asked.

"Doesn't matter!" I yelled back and kept on running. Morgana ran with me and jumped onto my shoulder. He was back into a cat.

"Hold on," I told Morgana.

I kept on running towards the hospital. When I got there, I ran into the lobby and walked over to the desk.

"Is Y/N L/N in here?"

"Room 456 on the fifth floor."

"Thank you," I said and ran towards the elevator. I pressed the up button and the doors opened up. I walked in and pressed the fifth floor button. The doors closed and I waited until the red number 1 turned into a number 5. The doors opened up and I ran down the halls trying to find room 456. When I did, I walked over to the door and knocked. The door opened up and I walked in to see her mother, her father, and her sister. They didn't seem to question what I was wearing. They were worried about Y/N.

"What happened?" I asked.

"She was sitting with us when all of a sudden she passed out. We called the ER and they rushed her over here. She's in a stable condition. She hasn't opened her eyes," her mother said.

"We'll leave you two alone. If she does open her eyes, she might want to see you first," her father said.

Her mother, father, and sister walked out of the room and closed the door. I pulled up a chair and sat next to her. I took her hand in mine. I looked at the monitors and saw that she was doing fine. I looked down at her and examined her features. They were definitely better than her shadow.

"Y/N, it's me, Ren. I should have been with you when you passed out, but I was doing some things. I know I should of told you what I was doing before, but I didn't want you to worry. I know I did some bad things in my life, but this is by far the worst thing I have done. I put you in danger. I know I shouldn't have done that, but I felt that if I didn't do anything, then I would have lost you. I was supposed to protect you, but I just hurt you in ways I can't explain. I'm sorry."

I ripped the mask from my face and threw it into the corner. With my free hand, I placed my hand on my eyes and cried. A few minutes passed and I let go of her hand and grabbed my mask. I placed it back on my face and that's when her eyes fluttered opened.

"Who's there?" she asked weakly.

I turned and looked at her. She looked confused. I walked over to the chair and sat down.

"Do you remember your name?"

"Y/N L/N."

"Do you remember your family member's names?"

"Yeah."

"Do you know who I am?"

She looked at me and she tried to remember who I was.

"I'm sorry, I don't remember who you are."

Morgana jumped from my shoulder and onto her bed. She smiled and rubbed Morgana's head.

"Hi little fella," she said. Morgana purred and rubbed his head against her hand.

"His name's Morgana."