Just To Get You

Chapter 29

Chapter 29

I frozed and saw how Jansel fell from the ground. He catched the bullet for me, agad ko naman siyang dinaluhan.

The police came and finally arrested Aaron.

"No!" he yelled.

Tinuon ko kay Jansel ang atensyon ko, nahihirapan na siyang huminga. There's a blood dripping from his mouth. Natamaan siya mismo sakaniyang dibdib. I couldn't help myself but to cry.

"J-Jansel...i'm sorry!" i cried.

Ngumiti naman siya kahit nahihirapan. "D-Do y-you trust me now?"

Mas lalo akong napahagulgol sa iyak. Tumango ako at hinawakan ang kaniyang kamay.

"Hold on, dadalhin ka namin sa ospital!" my voice broke. Agad naman siyang umiling.

"H-Hindi na, i c-can't make it. I j-just want you to be h-happy... be happy with your own family." he smiled. I sobbed hardly. "I love you, Shin..."

Then he's eyes were shutting down. I just cried and prayed for him. Hindi ko man lang siya napasalamatan.

"Thank you..."

There are a lots of things that we can do, in the name of love. Aaron, fought for his love kahit alam niyang wala na and it caused him a lot. He's willing to kill just to make his love work but he failed because it will never work that way. Jansel, made a sacrifice for love. A beautiful sacrifice, a selfless love. Damien, may be selfish when it comes to love but he still made it and at least he learned from his past mistakes. Ako? There are things that i crossed for love, para makuha siya kahit sa maling paraan.

Nagsimula ang pagmamahalan namin sa maling paraan that's why things like this happened. But if it's true love, then it will work. At hindi lahat nagwowork, kahit anong laban mo para sa pag-ibig kung talo ka, talo ka. Learn to accept defeat.

Nagising ako sa isang kwarto. I'm in a hospital...

"Baby you're awake."

Agad akong napalingon kay Damien, nasa gilid ko siya at nakaupo at pinagmamasdan ako.

"Sino ka?"

Namutla naman siya kaya agad akong natawa. He sighed frustratingly.

"I was just joking!" i laughed.

Medyo nanghihina pa ako. Natigilan naman ako nang makitang tahimik na umiiyak si Damien. I cupped his face and wiped the tears that is falling from his eyes.

"Bakit ka umiiyak?" mahinang tanong ko.

"Y-You made me so worried, akala ko mawawala ka saakin. I was fvckin' scared baby.." he said in low deep voice. He kissed my knuckles.

"Sisihin mo ang baliw mong ex." umirap ako.

Bumukas ang pinto at niluwa no'n sina Felix at mommy na kasama si Ice, sumunod rin sina Vanna at Cyrisce. Agad namang tumakbo saakin ang anak ko na umiiyak at niyakap ako.

"Mommy!" she sobbed. hinaplos ko naman ang buhok niya.

"Mommy's fine, Ice..." pagtahan ko sakaniya.

"Isa kang masamang damo kaya hindi ka pwedeng mamatay." sabat naman ni Felix.

We glared at him.

Marami akong pagkakamaling nagawa noon at hanggang ngayon, hindi naman tayo perpekto para hindi magkamali because all of us are sinners, but the things that we must remember that what happened already happens, learn to forgive yourself and learn from the mistakes that you made from the past. How can you move forward if you let your past haunt you 'til the present time, you will be stuck up from it and will never recover.