𝕓𝕖𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣 . - J.Mz & B.Hd

11. Error.

" WHAT?! " Rami practically yelled but Ben slapped his own hand over Rami's mouth. " I swear to god. " He cursed under his breath before letting go. " How did it even happen? " He asked and Ben had to dig deep to the moment it actually all began. It was a moment of just not thinking and just doing? Ben had to admit that he was confused but he hated it so much that he didn't complain whatsoever. " I don't know I just- Gosh I feel so stupid. " Ben said making his head bump into the wall. Rami gently pulled him back before he hurt himself. " It's okay, you don't have to feel stupid. Maybe you two can talk about it? " Ben felt like shit and really wished he could turn back time but he was stuck with all of this. " No, it would only ruin our friendship. I don't want to lose him Rami.. " Ben said pathetic and Rami was kinda of in shock since he never saw Ben this devastated. " You won't lose him I'm sure of it. But if you won't do that atleast think about apologizing to not only Joe but also Gwil okay? " 

Joe and Gwil looked up confused when they saw Rami walking in with Ben lingering behind him with his head down low. Rami stood still and looked behind him seeing Ben not move so he pushed him infront. " Ehm- I know I've been acting like a total dick but, I want to ehm. " Ben cut off clearing his throat and Rami nudged him. " I want to- I really want to.. " Joe already knew what Ben tried to say, he knew the boy for almost 13 years now of course he knew. Rami slapped the back of his head and Ben finally said it. " Apologize! I- I want to apologize. " Gwil couldn't believe his eyes because did Ben actually apologize? Joe wasn't even in shock because of that but more about his friend looking shy. " That's okay mate. " Gwil said trying to lighten up the mood. Ben and Rami sat down again and even tho Rami and Gwil began talking again Joe couldn't just keep his eyes off from Ben. " Why did you do that? " Joe asked whispering. Ben shrugged looking at his friend. " I guess I needed to do that. " 

Gwil looked at the two and he was just wondering what actually happened for them to act normal for the first time since it was always as if the two were literally children not knowing how to deal with anything. Gwil always had to fix all their fights and see them trying to climb up things. He felt like a literal mom everytime he was with them. When he looked back at Rami he gestured with his eyes towards the two. " What happened? " Gwil asked with his voice low not that they would hear it since they were in their own world again. " Too much. " Rami answered letting out a deep sigh making Gwil raise his eyebrow in confusion. 

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" That was actually quite sweet of you to do. " Joe spoke up while they were walking to Joe's apartment. " Now don't go gay about it. " Ben joked and Joe just scoffed. He missed these kind of moments, the couple of weeks it was a whole mess.

It was already becoming quite dark and it was quiet between the two. It wasn't even an awkward silence since they've never experienced one. When it was silent it was just comforting and not nerve wrecking. It was not weird for Joe and Ben to hold hands since before they held hands, even tho it was not on purpose. But oh did Joe flinch when his hand brushed against another hand making his thoughts go: ERROR.

Joe's first intention was to pull his hand back real quick so that was also something he was about to do until his hand got grabbed. " Fucking commit to it you coward. " Ben said under his breath looking away but Joe saw that Ben's ears were colored in pink. ' Is he fucking blushing?! ' Joe asked himself in his head. Joe looked at his hand being held by Ben and he didn't know if he wanted to break it apart or interwine their fingers so he just let it stay like this. He was not feeling that well and he was sure it was not because of a cold.

i think this fanfic is gonna be long since im planning to make a whole ass series orsumn haha k bye 👁💋👁