Odd Lollipop Out // VKook

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3rd Person POV

Taehyung's lips felt like heaven against Jungkook's. Their mouths and bodies molded perfectly together when the older pushed the both of them down on the bed; the soft sheets lightly bounced from the impact, pooling all around them.

1 Hour Ago

"My real dad wasn't the worst father you could ask for. He was caring and let me do almost everything and be anything that I wanted to be... almost."

The blonde didn't respond, thought that it was best to just listen. So Jungkook continued.

"It wasn't until I was in middle school that things started to change. I found out things about myself that I didn't know how to handle so I asked him because I thought he would help me like always. But he didn't. He looked at me as if I was no longer his son. As if I was a disappointment." The younger started tearing up and so the other tried to reach for his hand but the boy shook his head, refusing any soothing gestures because he'll end up being too much of a crying mess to even tell the story.

"My mom found out and was completely supportive and accepting so she left my dad for me. It was so hard on her. She fell into depression and refused to get help saying that 'she's fine' and that I'm 'the only person she needs in her life'. I knew she needed someone to take care of her though. Which is why I was glad she found my ex-stepdad a couple years after."

"But as you know, things didn't end well with that either. I never told you why they got a divorce. He was abusive to my mom when my little sister and I weren't around. I was oblivious of it for the longest time until something else happened. Something happened in a party that I went to and my stepdad found out about my secret that I tried to hide from him because I didn't want the same thing with my dad to happen. I saw the same look that my real dad had on his face before he hit me. And that's when my mom decided that enough was enough and broke things off with him."

"What happened, bun?" Taehyung asked softly as if talking in even a slightly louder volume would break the fragile younger. Jungkook sighed.

"T-Tae, I know I shouldn't have lied to you about it and I should've came out sooner...but I-I'm gay."

There was that silence again.

Jungkook almost felt like he was suffocating. He didn't want to know if Taehyung felt betrayed or disappointed in him.
Coming out to the blonde was harder than when he came out to his mother. He knew his mother was accepting but Jungkook didn't know the boy long enough to know how he handled these situations.

No response was yet to come out of the older's mouth so the younger decided he's overstayed his visit.

He stood up and slowly headed to the door.

"I know."

This made him freeze.

"I know, bun."

The dark-haired boy turned around, eyes glossing. "Y-you do?"

"Yeah, I've known for a while now."

"How long's a while?"

"About a month." Taehyung admitted, standing up and walking around the bed to stand in front of the boy.

"How-"

"You and Jimin aren't exactly sly when you whisper during lunch." He laughed weakly, wiping a tear off of the other's red cheeks.

"Y-you don't hate me?"

"Of course not. I can never hate you, bun."

Jungkook smiled, now wiping his own tears.

"I'm sorry it took me this long to come out-"

"No. No. I understand." The blonde assured him.

"But I still want to tell you what happened." The younger said and the other nodded. "I went to a party with my old friends and naturally, you get drunk and fucked up in high school parties. And that's exactly what I did because Jimin wasn't there with me to stop me from doing stupid shit since he went to a public school. I went to a private school because of my rich stepdad. Anyways, I ended up dirty dancing with guys and even ended up kissing one which was where I made a huge mistake. In my private school, there weren't many LGBT members and if there were, they were usually the victims of bullying so I never told anyone about my sexuality except for Jimin and my mom. Well that night, someone recorded me and posted it on every social media. The video spread quickly and I u-unintentionally came out to the whole school." He tried his best not to stutter.

"So my stepdad found out and next thing I knew, h-he hit me in the middle of giving me a lecture." He choked out the last half of his sentence, taking a deep breath right after to regain his composure. "And here I am now." A weak laughter escaped from his lips.

"Jungkook you don't have to worry about anyone judging you by your sexuality anymore. I'm here for you, Jimin is here for you, and Yoongi will be completely supportive once he finds out about you." Taehyung soothed the raven head. "We love you. I love you, bun."

Each word spoken had eliminated more and more space between the two as Taehyung slowly leaned closer. It was clear what the older wanted to do from this point, the only thing stopping him was Jungkook. He didn't want to do anything without the younger's consent. He didn't want it to seem like he was taking advantage of the bunny boy at this fragile stage. He just wanted to show how much he cared.

"Fuck Tae, just kiss me already." The younger whined in a whisper before the older fulfilled the boy's order.