6,500 Miles (YoongixReader)

Thirteen;

I'm finally laying in my own bed, after almost 20 straight hours of dealing with Jenna. I had to literally pull her off of Taehyung. Then, I had to listen to her criticize my apartment for an hour and a half. It hasn't even been a full day, and I already can't wait for her to leave. The only thing I'm struggling with, is how I'm actually going to get her to leave. When I saw her all over Tae, I immediately imagined her with Yoongi, and that's something I don't want to see.

I laid in bed, staring at the ceiling, fighting the urge to pick up the phone and call him. I wanted so badly to just hear his voice. I can't imagine he would even want to hear from me. Tomorrow, I'll have to see him, and I don't know how to act around him now. I hadn't realized how exhausted I was, until my eyelids got heavy, and I struggled to keep them open. Until I couldn't fight it anymore, and sleep took over my body.

That night, I dreamt about the first night i'd spent with Yoongi.

****6 A.M.****

I opened my eyes, and looked at the clock. I still had an hour and a half until Mr. Driver would be here to pick me up for work. What the hell am I supposed to do for an hour and a half? I made the bold decision to text Mr. Bang, and let him know I wouldn't need a ride to work today. I was going to walk there. At least I could get fresh air, and also wouldn't have to deal with Jenna before work. I could tell she was still sleeping by the completely silent apartment. 

After I got ready, and double checked myself in the mirror, I snuck out of the apartment, a sleeping Jenna still snoring on the couch. When I got to the elevator, the image of me and Yoongi's adventure inside haunted me. I decided to take the stairs instead. No need to be reminded of what I can't have. The stairs weren't that bad anyways. 

Okay, there were a lot more stairs than I realized. I'll have to get used to it if I'm going to keep avoiding the elevator. I can't imagine how it's going to feel going up them later. 

After I FINALLY got down the stairs, I walked outside. It was pretty nice outside. The fresh air felt nice on my face, I'm so glad I chose to walk today. I hadn't walked to work yet, so I wasn't exactly sure where it was, but thats what GPS is for. I passed by so many cute little shops. I made a mental note to stop by as many as I could on my way home later. Shit! I forgot to bring Yoongi's money for bailing me out! I'll have to give it to him tomorrow, if I had him come over to get it I don't think I could control myself. Besides, if he came to my apartment, Jenna would definitely be all over him and then I'd most likely end up in jail again. 

I was completely lost in my thoughts, until I crashed into someone. I fell down, pulling him with me. I looked up to see Yoongi looking at me. 

"Y/N, are you okay?" He asked, inspecting me. He looked like he hadn't slept in a week. I imagine they've been busy lately. I hated to see him like that. 

"I'm fine," I said, standing up and wiping the dirt off my jeans. "Shit! I'm gonna be late!" I yelled, and ran around him into the building. Once I was inside, I leaned against the wall and caught my breath. I wasn't late. In fact, I didn't have to be inside for another 10 minutes. But it physically hurt me to look at him. I wanted to hug him. 

It occurred to me that I should probably go talk to Mr. Bang, and make sure he wasn't upset about my sudden disappearance. I walked up the stairs, and knocked on his door. 

"Come on in." He said, and I opened the door, he was sitting at his desk with a big smile on your face. He motioned to the chair in front of his desk, I walked over and sat down. 

"I'm so sorry about taking off like that Mr. Bang, I promise you it will never happen again. I fully accept any and all of the consequences." I lowered my head, and waited for my punishment. 

"Y/N, you're not in trouble. And I'd like for you to understand, I am your boss, but I am not insensitive. Family emergencies don't result in punishment. You'll learn working here, that we are all one big family. We take care of each other. When one of our family members are down, or hurt, or sick, we all feel the pain. I would like you to know, anyone and everyone in this building is here for you. I'm happy to see you, I wasn't sure how long you would need. If you don't feel like you can handle it, let me know and I will excuse you." Without putting any thought into my actions, I stood up and hugged him. He quickly hugged me back. I pulled myself back, and stared at him. Embarrassed that I just attacked my boss. Lol why am I like this. 

I quickly shook his hand, and walked out, closing the door behind me. I walked down the hallway towards my little work room, when I heard Yoongi and Taehyung talking. It sounded like they were walking towards me, so I ducked into the nearest room, which happened to be the dance room. I sat against the wall, with my head in my knees. Am I really going to keep avoiding him? It's getting tiring, and I honestly don't want to ignore him. It's just the natural response whenever I see him or hear his voice. 

I heard the door open, "She's in here, Yoongi hyung!" Taehyung shouted out the door. He looked at me apologetically, and said, "I'm sorry." Before turning and running out of the room. Shit. 

"Y/N, I think we really need to talk." His sweet voice filled my ears, I looked at my feet, too scared to meet his beautiful brown eyes. He sat down in front of me, and grabbed my hands. His touch sent shocks of electricity through my body. I missed him so much. 

"What happened when you were in the states? Why did you get arrested?" He asked, his eyes focused on me. I sighed, and looked him in the eyes. He looked sad, and concerned. 

"I uh- kind of assaulted my cousin." I said, looking at my feet again. I didn't want to see the disappointment in his eyes. 

"Y-you assaulted.... your cousin? Why?" He lifted my chin, so I was looking in his eyes again. He didn't look disappointed, just confused.

"She was talking about my mom. I snapped." I felt a tear fall down my cheek. He wiped it away, and started laughing. 

"I'm sorry, I wasn't trying to laugh at you, I'm just proud of you." He said, trying to hold in his laughter. 

"You're proud of me?" I asked, a little taken back by his reaction. 

"Yes, I'm proud of you for sticking up for your mom. I mean, I'm not saying you should fight everyone that pisses you off, but for your mothers sake, I hope you kicked her ass. Which, I'm assuming you did, since they arrested you for it." He smiled at me, but I could still see the sadness behind his eyes. He let his finger trace my bottom lip. He quickly pulled his hand away when he realized what he was doing. 

"I fucking missed you so much. I've barely gotten any sleep since you left. I respect your decisions, Y/N. I just hope you'll quit avoiding me. It hurts me when you run away from me. If you just want to be friends, I'll do that. I just want you in my life, and happy. I'll do whatever helps you be happy. Just, please, promise me you won't leave." I could see the pain and almost desperation in his eyes. I wanted to hold him and never let go. 

"Of course, Yoongi. We can be friends." I put my arms around him, and he rested his head on my shoulder. 

I wanted to be more than just his friend, but more than anything I just wanted to be around him.