Promises🤞🏻 [Jaegan]

|Chapter 1|

JUSTINS POV:

"i promise i'll always love you justin."

"i promise i'll always be there for you."

"i promise you'll always be my best friend."

who would of thought that high school was all about promises? all about making these promises like you knew you were going to keep them? i never made promises, especially not after i realized how much you can hurt someone if you break them. my high school life sure turned out more interesting than i thought.

This is Promises
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(This might seem like a lot to read but it's interesting, plz read it!)

i was a junior in high school and the year was almost over. i was so ready for summer and then senior year. i wanted to get away from all of this go off to come college in another state. it's almost time.

my name is justin bake. i'm a junior (almost senior) in high school. i'm a straight A and B student you can say. i plan on going to a very nice college to study what? i have no clue yet.

i'm 17, gay, transgender, and probably one of the most awkward and nervous kids you will ever meet. you don't meet a lot of kids like me. i have a best friend, his name is anthony and he's the best. he's also gay, and he has a boyfriend. his boyfriend is raegan beast, the most handsome guy you'll ever meet. his personality varies, good to bad to good. it really depends on what's happening at the moment. you will meet them soon.

now for myself, i have a great boyfriend. he's about 5'8 while i'm over here being 5'4. he has brown hair, brown eyes, a beautiful smile, and something that him and raegan share, that their personality varies. his name is jayden and he's a a sweetheart. he treats me the way i've always wanted to be treated by a boy. i'm very lucky.

now i'll tell you a little secret, i've always liked my best friends boyfriend..and not in a 'oh he's a great guy for anthony' kind of way. i've always had a crush on him. he's been there for before, just like anthony. we like each other, but i get nervous around him. even thought i think i really love jayden, something about raegan throws me off. his looks and his smile and the way he likes me so much because i'm his boyfriends best friend. it's hard to explain.

so in shorter terms.. i have a great best friend, a great boyfriend, and another great friend. even though that friend makes me smile and blush when i don't want him to. i get butterflies when i see him. i feel nervous when he talks to me. i don't know why, i've always been fond of him. no one knows this, i would never tell anthony or my boyfriend. jayden already hates it when i talk to great of anthony.

schools not even the least of my worries. i worry the most about losing these three people i love so much.

there's some more back story about me,

i live with my best friend anthony. when i was about 12, i got taken away from my parents. my mom and dad couldn't take care of me anymore. they were messed up in so many ways that i can't explain. that's how i met anthony. his mom let me in after getting to know me better and i live with them now. i couldn't wish for a better (new) family.

"justin!" my head jerks up from looking down at my phone in the kitchen to anthony calling me. i place my phone down on the table and get up, walking to the dining room where you can see the front door.

"yeah ant?" I ask him, but then i see raegan walking in the door. i stand there, watching him step foot into the house and wrap his muscular arms around anthony's waist. ant hugs him back, snuggling his head into raegan's shoulder.

"my mom won't be home until later, and i'm spending the day with raegan. you can invite jayden over if you would like." he says, taking raegan's hand in his own as i notice raegan looking at me.

"okay." i nod, swallowing a lump in my throat. why do i have to like him!? out of all people, why?

"see you later jay." raegan calls me jay a lot, i guess it's easier. i call him rae sometimes, they seem to fit together. i smile at him.

"love you justin." anthony's says which makes me smile even more.

"bye, love you too. have fun." i say as they kiss and shut the front door, leaving the house. i sigh, and try to get that imagine out of my head.

it's sunday, anthony's mom is at work and once again, i'm alone. anthony and raegan hang out a lot by themselves on sunday's because anthony and i hang out so much. i mean we are best friends for god sake.

i walk over to the couch after grabbing my phone, taking a seat and grabbing the remote. should i invite jayden over today? no, i'm too tired.

i feel like anthony would absolutely hate me if i ever told him i had some sort of feelings for his boyfriend. anthony seems so in love with him, and that hurts. we were all friends at first, and after anthony got raegan, i found jayden. raegan has always been so interesting to me. i don't know what it is, he's just special.

my phone dings, breaking my train of thought. i pick it up off the couch and check who texted me. it's jayden.

jayden❤️: hey handsome

myself: hi

jayden❤️: can we hangout today? i miss you

myself: i'm sorry, i'm really tired today. i'm just going to chill out

jayden❤️: oh okay, well relax and i love you

myself: i love you

i put my phone down in the coffee table and lay down on the couch, resting my head on the arm rest.

raegan and anthony have been dating for almost 5 months now. i've been with jayden for about 4. what am i supposed to do to get my mind off of raegan?

raegan is the type of person you can talk about anything with. we've hung out before, but never alone. and i don't see him nearly as much as anthony does. i mean obviously, they are dating. ugh, i hate saying that.

i know you're thinking, wow justin. why are you dating jayden when you are clearly in love with raegan? i'll tell you.

jayden makes me happy, and i realized i would never get raegan after he started liking and dating anthony. i appreciate jayden, and i'm glad i'm dating him. i just feel like the feeling i have for raegan will never go away..never. as he's dating my best friend, that's even worse. i'm not mad at anthony either, he doesn't know i like raegan. and that's the way it's going to stay.

i dare any of you to tell me that this first chapter was not FIRE OMG
i hope everyone read all of it because the information is very important!
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<samantha>