Promises🤞🏻 [Jaegan]

|Chapter 8|

JUSTINS POV:

"why can't you just accept that anthony is my best friend and raegan is also my friend?" i ask him, quietly.

"you spend more time with them and you know it. and he put his hands on me." he says clearly, not trying to quiet his voice down.

"you put your hands on him too." i say, frustrated as hell right now. my heart seems to take over as i think of my next words.

"he wasn't meant to be in that conversation."

"please, listen to me." i say getting closer to him and gently putting my hands on his face. "i will spend more time with you, but i am not stopping my best friendship with anthony and raegan...you know your also my best friend, being my boyfriend."

his face is still filled with anger and frustration as a i talk. i would think he would have put his hands on my waist now or something, but no. he doesn't seem to care about what i'm saying.

"i don't want to lose you, but i don't want to lose my best friends either. i love you. please, ill fix it." as those words leave my mouth, he grabs onto my wrists and takes my hands off his face. he drops my hands and walks around me, walking out of the kitchen. i watch as anthony and raegan come into view as it looks like they were coming to check on us, or just me.

i take a deep breath and now my brain takes over. i'm mad at jayden, why am i acting so sweet when he just treats me like this? i quickly walk out of the kitchen to follow him.

"why are you acting like this?" i ask louder than intended. anthony and raegan have a clear view of the front door, of us. he takes his hand off the doorknob and turns around.

"i already told you why." he says and stares at me. i feel my body start to shake a little as i want to just scream. scream so loud.

"why won't you talk to me?!" i yell at him and his eyes widen in surprise. "you tell me to do something that i don't understand and then you just ignore me when i tell you i will fix it!"

"will you fix it justin? will you?!" he yells back at me and i've never been to heated at someone.

"i'm your boyfriend and i want to keep it that way so yes i will!"

"i don't want to talk about this right now, especially in front of them." he says obviously referring to ant and raegan.

"jayden, ill fix it." i say, calming my voice down. i realize shouldn't yell at a time like this, it wont fix anything.

"yup i'm sure you will, because you "don't want to lose your best friends." he puts the air quotes around his words and i shake my head at him.

"you are ridiculous." i say very clearly to him, and for some reason my eyes fill with tears. why does this have to happen to me? why am i in the damn middle?

"i'll remember that." he turns around and opens the front door, walking out.

"wait-" he shuts the door before i can say anything else and i sigh, closing my eyes, and feeling my head pounding.

"justin-" i turn around and hug whoever said my name, keeping my eyes closed. i wrap my arms around his neck and realize he's very tall. it's raegan. i hug tighter and stop my tears from rolling down my cheeks. his arms wrap around my small body.

"don't worry, he'll come around." he says quietly and i don't do or say anything. i don't know if he will.

i let go of him and look into his eyes for a second. wow he's so pretty-

"justin." i hear anthony say my name. i go over and hug him, knowing i will never lose him. i'm not stopping anything between us. "why didn't you tell me?"

"i don't know. i never wanted you to know. it's so damn stupid." i explain to him and he nods slightly, understanding. it's dead silent for a moment. all i can hear is the sound of my head pounding.

"can i talk to you for a second?" reagan asks me and i gulp, nodding. i follow him upstairs and he walks into my room.

"whats up?" i ask, a little nervous. we both sit on my bed, almost touching.

"has jayden ever..you know, hit you?" he asks quietly and my heart starts racing.

"um, no but he has pushed me where i fell to the ground before." i say and look down. i'm not going to lie to save his ass because he should have never pushed me like that.

"what? he can't put his hands on you like." rae says and i nod, knowing everything he is going to say.

"i know, but i ignored it. he was just mad."

"mad or not, he can't do that." he gently puts his hand on my knee in a comforting way and i get this weird feeling i shouldn't be feeling. am i hurt over jayden's words and him walking out? or do i actually feel something for raegan?

i shrug and we both look into each other's eyes. he then breaks the eye contact first. shit.

"he once told me.." i start and he focuses on my words again. "that i was a horrible kisser, when we got in a fight a while ago."

i can feel the awkwardness between us but at the same time it's comfortable. why did i say that? why why why?

"do you believe him?" he ask me and i shrug agin, a little confused.

"there's no way for me to find out.." i say and feel like my words have a mind of their own. i just want to feel something else right now. something different.

"maybe he's the horrible one." he says with a straight face as we continue to look at each other. i feel my face get closer and closer to his until our foreheads are touching. my breathing picks up and i don't know what i'm doing.

our lips are inches away from each other and i don't know which one of us actually connected them together, but they do connect. once my lips touch his, my heart flutters and i put my hand on the side of his neck.

our lips move in sync, slowly going with one another. he puts his hand on my hip and maneuver onto his lap. our lips move fast against each other and it's getting heated even faster. our lips move perfectly together and i can't believe it. it's like we know what the person is going to do. his hand on my hips give me goosebumps.

i cant think of anything else but kissing his perfect lips right now. i'm not thinking. my boyfriend. my best friend. jayden. anthony. we are both cheating!

i pull away quickly and jump off his lap. we both look at each other, breathing heavy, and shocked.

"oh my god." he puts his hand on his face and realized what we just did.

"how did- shit what are we doing!?" i say loudly, pulling at my hair. i just cheated on jayden, and i kissed my best friends boyfriend.

i jump and turn around my bedroom door opening slowly. anthony comes in. he looks at both of us and my heart is racing.

"are you guys okay?" he asks and i don't move. i'm frozen. how did that happen? how could i?

"um i should go." i hear raegan say and i watch as he leaves the room quickly, not saying bye to anthony. ant looks at me confused once he sees the rush raegan was in.

"what happened up here?" he asks me. "are you okay?" he asks coming closer to me.

"i-i-" i'm in shock. i cant even talk. i'm not okay, i can't lie to him. i'm going to have to tell him. im going to have to do something.

"justin?"

"please, i need to be alone." i say quickly and sit on the edge of my bed looking at the floor.

"okay.." i hear him say and he walks out of my room, shutting the door. what have i done?

a little longer of a chapter bc i've been inactive. it's so funny how literally no one reads my stories anymore barely 😂
the few people here, please comment and vote hahah