Promises🤞🏻 [Jaegan]

|Chapter 30|

JUSTINS POV:

raegan sat me down at the kitchen table and smiled at me.

"what would you like to eat? i'll make you something." he asks me and i smile back a little. he's so sweet.

"surprise me." i tell him and he just looks at me for a second. then he kisses my lips sweetly.

"okay." he goes over to the fridge and i just look down, slouching in the chair. i miss my best friend. i miss how we used to be. but now raegan is such a big part of my life.

"jay?" i hear which snaps me out of my thoughts. i look up and see rae looking at me.

"yes?" i ask him.

"do you like grilled cheese?" he asks and i laugh a little.

"who doesn't?"

"you're right." he grins and goes back to cooking. i watch him, admiring his beautiful self. i think i love him.

a few minutes go by and he makes himself and i grilled cheese. once he's done, he sits down and we eat together at the table. he's sitting across from me and we sit in silence for a bit, eating.

"i can't believe he had the balls to kiss jayden." he says out of no where and i look up once again.

"i don't blame him but at the same time i don't believe it either." i pout at him. this topic is so emotional to me.

"he didn't have to. he made the situation worse." he says and gets up from the table harshly. he walks away out of the kitchen and i just sit there for a moment. now he's getting mad. great.

i get up from the table and go over to the sitting room to see him sitting there on the couch. he's looking down. i go over and sit next to him, putting my hand on his cheek. our eyes meet and i can see he's angry. i lean in and kiss his lips gently, feeling his body slowly calm down. he's not so tense anymore.

"it's okay." i say even though we both know it's not.

"it's not." he shakes his head. i wrap my arms around his neck and he does the same around my waist. he rubs my back with his hand slowly and i could stay here forever, in his arms.

"all that matters right now is that we are together." i say moving my head away from his shoulder to look at him again. he smiles a bit and nods.

"i suppose." he shrugs. i grab onto his shirt and lean backwards. i lay with my back on the couch and he climbs on top of me.

he leans down, going to kiss my neck slowly. he leaves kisses all over my neck before going up to my lips. i wrap my arms around his neck, forcing his face to stay close to mine. our lips lock and unlock in a pattern. i love having this with him. the intimacy.

his hands roam my body, giving me goosebumps everywhere. he makes my body tingle in every possible way. the way our lips mold together make my heart beat faster than ever. he makes me feel like i'm the luckiest boy in the world.

he sits up and pulls me to sit up with him. i stay on his lap and our lips don't pull apart from each other's for more than maybe a second. my fingers pull at his hair forcefully and i'm almost ready to go move my hands down more. but the doorbell rings.

we both pull away and look towards the door. i look back at raegan and get off his lap quickly. maybe it's his mom? she's not home so that's all i can think of. i stay on the couch, heavily breathing while he goes over to the front door. i wish that could have gone farther.

once he opens the door, he looks in a daze and then glances at me. "it's ant."

i get up and nod at him slightly. he steps back and anthony walks in. he looks right at me and i get closer to him. i cross my arms and give him a glare that i'm not happy to see him.

"i'm sorry." he says to me and i can see raegan looks as surprised as me behind him.

"are you?" i ask still crossing my arms. he rubs his arm lightly.

"i had no right to kiss jayden like that. it wad wrong of me." he looks down after saying those words and i cant help but feel bad. it seems like a legit apology.

"ant." i say, getting closer to him. "i accept your apology."

"really?" he asks quietly. once he's looking at me again, i just nod slightly.

he quickly takes action by swiftly wrapping his arms around my torso. i'm caught off guard but i quickly hug back, realizing how much i've missed him. i then hear a slight whimper in my ear.

"i'm sorry for everything." i now realize he's crying and i feel tears sting my eyes. i don't want to see him this way. no matter what, he's my best friend.

"i'm sorry too." i say and dig my head into his neck. "please don't cry." i plead, but that doesn't stop the tears.

"i went too far. i should have accepted you and raegan way before all of t-this." he cries and i pull away from the hug, wiping his tears with my thumbs.  we look into each other's eyes and i shake my head.

"i did something to you that i can never take back. i didn't expect you to accept us, ant. i'm sorry for that. but you know i love you, you're my bestest friend ever." i tell him and he gives me a little smile. he sniffs his nose and nods at me.

"it's okay. i missed you." he says and i smile at him.

"you have no idea." i tell him. i look back and see raegan sitting on the steps, watching us. anthony turns around and looks at him also.

"friends?" raegan asks and anthony goes over to hug him also. i see him nod his head as he hugs him. raegan gives me a slight smile while they are in the middle of their hug and i feel a thousand pounds being lifted off my shoulders.

this will all be okay.

wow look how slow i am. but it's okay
hehe i hope you all liked this chapter! i tried
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