Promises🤞🏻 [Jaegan]

|Chapter 11|

sorry i'm kinda rushing this story a little. it seems like justin wants to tell ant bc it happened to quick but thats it. he really feels guilt in the story :) ok continue
JUSTINS POV:

the next morning, after sleeping very little that night, i knew raegan and i had to tell them. i cant deal with the guilt. anthony is my best friend and jayden is my boyfriend. i shouldn't keep this from them any longer than i have to.

me: raegan we need to tell ant today

raegan: what about jayden?

me: i will tell him later but let's tell ant first

raegan: justin are we sure about this? everything is fine now

me: please rae. i cant keep this from them, i feel so guilty

raegan: ill be over soon

me: okay thank you

after being very impatient, raegan shows up to the house and i let him in. he gives me a little awkward smile as he walks in. anthony comes down the stairs and looks at us confused.

"hey babe, i didn't know you were coming over." he says and goes over to hug raegan. i just stand there, watching as raegan barely hugs back.

"um-" rae kind of mumbles and glances at me quickly. anthony and i make eye contact and my heart skips a beat.

"what's going on?" he asks and i look straight at raegan. i take ant's hand and bring him to the couch in the sitting room. raegan follows.

"ant, raegan and i did something we regret. a lot." i start to explain and he looks at me weird.

"what is it?" he asks and keeps looking from raegan to me. rae shakes his head when ant is not looking at him.

"do you want to say it? or me?" i ask raegan and anthony seems to get frustrated.

"someone just tell me." he says a little louder than his normal voice volume. "please." he adds.

raegan and i still keep quiet, not wanting to say it. how am i supposed to say "your boyfriend and i kissed" to my best friend? i don't think i can.

"justin." ant turns his whole body to me and cups my cheeks in his hands. i swallow a big lump in my throat. of course he wants me to say it. i mean i am his best friend.

"raegan and i kissed." the words spill out of my mouth just wanting to get this over this. his face drops completely and his hands slip off my face. he just stares at me, and i just look down. i cant look into his eyes right now.

"raegan is that true?" his voice cracks a bit and tears fill my eyes. i look up quickly and just see raegan nodding at him.

"i don't believe you. you guys would never-" he stop once he sees the look on our faces and the tears in my eyes.

"i'm so sorry-"

"stop. oh my god i can't believe you two would do this to me!" he gets up and walks to the kitchen quickly, leaving raegan and i on the couch. we look at each other, and he gets up quickly going to the kitchen.

"please hear me out." i first hear raegan say and then silence. pure silence where you can hear a pin drop.

"you're my damn boyfriend and you decide to kiss my best friend?! that's so- that's so messed up." he seems to lose words as i can tell this is very overwhelming.

"we didn't know what we were doing. please baby, it wasn't like that." i can hear the hurt in raegan's voice, but then there's silence again. i hear loud footsteps and then i see them coming back into the sitting room.

"don't call me baby! i cant believe you two would betray me like this." i wipe my face, feeling the tears escaping my eyes. i'm so stupid!

"we didn't know, it just happened." i chocked out behind my tears. anthony makes direct eye contact with me again.

"was the kiss long?" he asks both of us, but he's still looking at me. i gulp before simply nodding my head.

"ant please. please it will never ever happen again." i say slowly. he glances at raegan before getting up off the couch and walking away.

"wait babe-"

"stop!" he yells and i jump at his sudden much louder tone. raegan just stands there, and there's that dead silence again. "leave me alone, both of you." and with those words, he walks out of the house. he gets in my car and drives away.

raegan turns around and we make direct eye contact, both of us with tears in our eyes.

"what do we do?" he whispers, letting a tear fall on his cheek. "i cant lose him. this can't be the end."

"no it can't be. he just needs time. we need to give him space." i say walking up to him. he doesn't look at me, he just keeps his head down. "it's okay, we will get through this."

i walk closer to him and wrap my arms around his body. he seems taken back for a moment before hugging me back, actually squeezing my body.

"now i have to go tell jayden." i sigh pulling away from our hug. he sighs also.

"do you want me to go with you?" he asks and i smile a little, appreciating his offer.

"no no, i should do it alone. i know it won't go good though." i tell him and he nods, understanding.

"text me if you need anything." he says.

"i will. thanks." i say and walk by him, going out the door.

this is going to be even worse. sure anthony was upset and mad but he has every right to be. but from jayden's past experiences i'm afraid he will do something worse. maybe this wasn't the best thing to do alone but i would not take raegan with me. it's not fair. jayden is my boyfriend and he deserves to hear it from me.

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