Promises🤞🏻 [Jaegan]

|Chapter 2|

JUSTINS POV:

anthony and i walk into school the next day, already dreading the feeling of a monday. i am excited to see jayden though..and raegan. i have a few classes with jayden and one with raegan. none with anthony, of course.

i got to my locker, taking a deep breath as i looked to my right. anthony's locker was right next to mine, and raegan was already there. they were talking. and as they were, i took a good look at raegan. he caught me and shot me a little smile. my heart bursted.

"hey loser." i hear behind me, along with arms around my waist. he turns me around so my back is against the lockers and i look up to look at my beautiful boyfriend. our eyes lock and i smile at him.

"hi baby." my voice comes out soft, like always. he leans forwards and his lips mold into mine. our lips move in sync, slowly and passionately.

"okay love birds." we both pull away to anthony smirking beside us. "we should get to class."

"yeah." i say to ant. "see you second period." i add, directing it towards jayden. i give anthony a quick hug before we all separate. first period is the depressing class of the day.

"jay?" i feel a hand on my arm and i turn to see raegan looking at me. i gulp.

"yeah rae?" i ask.

"you alright?" he asks me softly, his eyes not leaving mine. i nod my head, not saying a word.

"i need to get to class." i say as i slowly get out of his grip on my arm. i turn the other way, and walk to my first class.

i feel like i'm holding my breath around him. like if i say or do something wrong, he'll think i'm a freak. like he won't like me anymore.

classes went by quickly today, and as lunch rolled around, i was over this day. i just wanted to go home and hang with anthony and sleep.

i wanted to skip lunch, so i walked around the halls for a little to buy some time. that was only until i heard voices and stopped in my tracks. i peeked around the corner and saw ant and raegan talking. anthony's back was against the lockers and raegan was standing very close to him. their bodies almost touching.

"i love you." i hear anthony say and wrap his arms around raegan's neck.

"i love you more." raegan says and i feel my heart shake inside my chest. i shouldn't care, i can't care. i'm happy for anthony..i think.

i turn my back and start walking the opposite way down the hall. i rub my arms, feeling a cold breeze come onto me. omg, im so fucking jealous. that's so bad.

i find a hallway to stay in, and take a seat. i take out my phone and notice jayden texted me.

jayden❤️: where are you love?

myself: just relaxing in the hallway. didn't feel like going to lunch

jayden❤️: okay be careful. love you

myself: love you too

i feel so tired, not from not getting enough sleep. i got many hours of sleep, i'm just so tired. i feel like i'm going to get someone who isn't mine. jayden is mine, raegan is not. i need to except that. after 4 months i need to except it.

"justin?" my head shoots up to, of course, raegan walking closer to me. i've always been nervous around him, this is nothing new. but once we start talking, im not as nervous because we do talk a lot.

"yeah?" i ask, and he sits next to me on the floor. i keep my eyes on him, and his eyes eventually meet mine.

"you've been quiet today, you sure you're alright?" he asks, and i smile a bit at him. that's one thing i love, he cares a lot about everyone he loves. he needs to make sure they are okay.

"um, yeah i think so." i say to him, sitting up a little to adjust my posture.

"you think so? what's up, talk to me." he says quietly, still looking into my eyes. i scan his face, and he just keeps his eyes on mine.

"i can't tell you." i whisper, and he gives me a little confused look.

"you usually tell me anything." he says and he's right, i usually do. i don't show that i'm upset around him when it's about him, but it's been hitting me recently. just looking at him, god he's gorgeous.

"it's um, it's different." i tell him, not really knowing what to say. i obviously can't tell him what's going on with me.

i feel myself looking down and looking at my hands. my thumbs are twirling and my palms are so sweaty. how does he do this to me?

"look at me." i hear him say and i look up. he carefully puts his pointer finger under my chin and we look into each other's eyes again. his brown eyes are so captive. "you don't have to tell me, but i'm always here."

"i know. i should go." i say quickly, getting up. i realize that was not a good situation to be in.

"come on jay, maybe i can help." he says, also standing to his feet.

"help with what?" i turn around to see jayden walking over. he gets close to me and grabs my hand gently.

"um, nothing. let's go to lunch." i say, almost in a rush as i see jayden staring at raegan.

"he's fine rae, mind your own business." he says and i tug at his arm, making him come with me and get away from raegan. we walk to lunch, leaving raegan alone in that hallway.

oh yeah that's another thing, jayden is not the biggest fan of raegan. why? i have no idea. jayden knows anthony is daring him but he still doesn't like him. he doesn't like when i hang out with raegan or anthony sometimes also. he's the jealous type, he doesn't like anthony being my best friend. he gets through it though, because he really likes me.

i need to keep this deep feeling to myself, that's the worst feeling. no one can know how i feel about my best friends boyfriend while i have a boyfriend myself.

hii everyone! i hope you all enjoyed this chapter :)
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