Y/N's pov
After getting back i undid most the bandages that weren't needed to allow me to speak, i let out a sigh and pocketed them.
Did i really just do all that? What the hell is wrong with me? Shaking my head i walked into the living room to see the others sitting around.
Yang: Oh, Y/N, you're back
Me: Yeah
Ozpin: What were you out for?
Me: Personal reasons
Walking past them i cracked my neck and went into the back garden, hoping to get some peace and quiet.
I sat down and looked out into the view, a sense of tranquillity washed over me as i let out a few deep breaths.
No matter what, no matter how far i have to go i will find you Cinder. After all she did I'll make her pay for every death she's responsible for
The back door opened so i turned to see Oscar or Ozpin, doesn't really matter. He came over and sat a few metres away from me.
Oscar: I um... wanted to ask you something
Me: Really? Well i'm not interested, especially with Ozpin listening
Oscar: He's resting so he can't hear us
Me: Ask away then
He stayed silent for a moment before looking to me as i kept looking out into the view
Oscar: Why do you hate Ozpin?
Me: Let me ask you something, what kind of person allows their student to be kidnapped and tortured for hours on end only to kid them out because of it?
Oscar:... I didn't know
Me: Seems no one does, i'm just a stain on his "perfect" record
Oscar: I'm sure he didn't want it to happen
Me: It doesn't matter, it happened and no matter what he does he can't make up for it.
I looked to Oscar as he hung his head, my hands rested on my legs, gently tracing the fabric.
Me: If i'm being honest... if he wasn't inside you... i would've killed him
Ozpin: Yes, i would've thought so
Me: ...I knew you were listening
Ozpin: Mr L/N, I-
Me: Save it, I don't want to hear your excuses
Ozpin: I'm sorry
I looked to him as he looked back, a scorn adorned my face although it was mostly hidden by my bandages.
Me: Sorry doesn't cut it, sorry doesn't bring back all those people who died, sorry doesn't make it so i'm not a freak
Ozpin: Everything that happened was... quite unfortunate but you can help us to make sure nothing like that happens again.
Me: Forget it. I've only got one goal in mind, and that's to make Cinder pay
Ozpin: Careful not to let vengence cloud your judgement. Don't end up like her
Getting up from the ground and dusting myself off i looked down to Ozpin before moving it back to the view
Me: If i'm being honest... it doesn't matter. If I didn't defend Neo then i could've been normal. It's my fault Yang lost her arm
Ozpin: What are you talking about?
Me: If i wasn't made into this i could've stayed with Yang and prevented her from losing her arm.
Timeskip
I layed in my room as the sky was dark, moonlight illuminated the room. For some reason i couldn't fall asleep.
A few moments of silence later i heard a knock on my door, sitting up i grabbed some bandages and wrapped the around my mouth and nose.
Me: Yeah?
Yang: I.. wanted to talk
Grabbing a shirt i threw it on before going over to my door, i opened it and saw Yang who looked nervous.
She was wearing some long sleeved pyjamas that covered most of her prosthetic arm.
Me: Come in
Moving out the way she walked in so i shut the door, walking over to my bed i turned on the lamp so there was some kind of light.
I sat on my bed and Yang joined me. Placing my hand over her prosthetic one i squeezed it gently and she did the same.
Yang: I want to know... why you protected Neo
Me:... She didn't deserve what was coming to her. All she wanted to do was help me, i thought it'd be a good idea to take the punishment for her although i didnt think it'd get this bad
Yang: I'm sorry for pushing you away, i just wanted you to have a better life in Atlas
Me: If i'm away from you... i can't have a good life
She rested her head on my shoulder making me look to her, i leaned my head against hers
Yang: If i told you something... something that's hard to say, you wouldn't leave me right?
Me: I couldn't bring myself to
Yang: I... I think... that i love you...
When she said this i froze. Is... is she serious? Does she really mean that? Yang moved and went to get up but i held her hand, not allowing her to leave.
She looked to me before i pulled her into a hug, she hugged me back and buried her face in the crook in my neck.
Me: ...I love you too
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Beautiful Outsides, Toxic Insides: Neo x Male Reader X Yang {COMPLETED}
FanfictionA semblance is reflection of one's soul so what if someone is toxic? maybe their semblance will be how will this affect the person who lives with it especially when they run into someone they truly care for