sineads pov;
so we got to the outdoor pool and found ourselfs some tanning chairs. it went rye on the left then Niamh then me and then mikey. "babe put tanning oil on my back please and the back of my legs. ligit everywhere" I said to mikey. "what if I don't want to" Mikey said back while smirking. "fine" i siad back mischeviously. also Sam is next to mikeys sunbed. I got up eith my tanning oil in my hand and winked at mikey. I then made my way over to a guy witj a six back. I looked behind my back and saw them all watching. mikey looked confused. "do u mind getting up for a second" I asked the boy. "sure sexy" he said back. once he got up off his sunbed I lied down on it and I could tell he was looking at my butt and I looked over my shoulder and saw Niamh laughing and rye looked ready to burst out laughing while Sam just watched whole smiling. on the other hand mikey was glaring. "do u mind putting tanning oil on all my back down to my legs please" I asked him. he only nodded. i gave him the oil and he started at the top of my back and then made his way down my back while putting the tanning oil on me. he then got to my butt and he left his hands there for a while and then carried on down my legs. "your done sexy" he said in a husky voice. I smiled whole taking back my tanning oil. "thank you" I smiled at him and he smiled back. I then started walking away back over to the others. mikey looked so annoyed. while the other three were smiling. "hey guys. I'm back" i siad to them while smiling. "o.m.g Sinead he full on kept his hands on your butt for ages and then moved on" Niamh said while laughing. "i didn't like the fact he did that to my baby sister" Sam siad that while glaring at the guy. "Sam stop" I said seriously. he looked at me and then went back to glaring at the guy. I then looked at mikey who was also glaring at the other guy. "mikey.stop" I siad to him seriously. he looked in my direction then stood up and started making his way over to the guy. "oh no" Niamh said outloud. I then quickly got up and ran after mikey. I wrapped my arms around his waist from the back. "get off me sinead" mikey siad angrily. "no" I said back. "SINEAD seriously get off me" he said getting more angry. "mikey please dont. you wouldn't do my tanning oil so I had to do something" I siad back while smiling. he didn't smile back though. he turned back around and started walking towards the guy again. I looked over and Sam who looked worried. I didn't know what to do as i never had to proper hold him back. so the only thing I thought of came to my head. he was really close to the pool so I ran beside him and pushed him in. Niamh broke out in laughter while i looked at her. I then jumped in and swam to mikey. "mikey please don't go over to him. he was only flirtinf. I didn't flirt back because I only have feelings for you. I only love you mikey" I siad to him while wrapping my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist. "promise me" he said to me. "i promise" I siad back. I then leaned in and kissed him and he kissed back. I then felt a tap on my back and i turned around to see emily. "what the he'll!!!" I said getting angry. mikey then grabbed me and dragging me out of the water so I don't get hurt and brought me back to the others. I was so angry. and i think the other three noticed. "why does my baby sister look ready to kill someone" Sam said while trying to find out what's wrong. "because your sister is ready to kill someonw. and that someone is the only ugly looking one in the water. aka emily" i growled out. "geesh what did this emily girl do to make you hate her" Sam said. "she's hardly here!!" Niamh said angrily. me and niamh stood up off our chairs and started walking over to emily abbie Brooklyn and sofia. "what are ye doing here!!!" Niamh said angrily. the boys were watching from our sunbeds. they looked worried but trusted us. Sam looked angry too at the fact someone was being mean to me and niamh since he knew Niamh since me and niamh were toddlers since Niamh was mg friend since we were in diapers. but so was sofia so he was shocked to see her against me and niamh. "oh you know. we thought we might as well go as everyone else here is ugly including ye" sofia said while brook abbie and emily laughed along. I went to go punch sofia but Niamh held me back. "when did you become so mean sofia. why did you just drop all tbsoe years for nothing" i said angrily. by now alot of people were staring over as they saw me being held back by niamh. there was alot of people our age of a mix of boys and girls and they all looked amused to see what is happening. "Niamh seriously why not just let her go mental. I mean it's pretty obvious she has anger issues" emily yelled so everyone can hear. "DID YOU SEARIPUSLY JUST SAT THAT" niamh yelled and let me go. by now there were boys our age coming over and holding is back while brook held back abbie and other boys held back sofia and emily. mikey rye and Sam knew to stay away ad the others don't know they are here and we told them not to even come close no matter how much they wanted to help. "girls I don't know ye but they are only winding ye up" the guy holding Niamh back siad. "well they are doing a good job" I nodded back. "anyway to answer your question sinead. I was sick of you and niamh. you both are just too ugly for my liking and you are both mummy girls and so dramatic" sofia said back. I then got double angry and got out of the boys hold and slapped abbie. then another guy came over to help out the guy who was just holding me back. now two boys were holding me back. "SHE JUST SLAPPED ME" abbie yelled. "surves you right for being rude and calling me a baby killer and being rude to Niamh for no reason" I said angrily. I was trying my hardest to get out of the two boys grips. "geez she's strong" one of the boys said. the guy holding sofia wasn't doing a good job as she came towards Niamh and punched her across the head. that was when i saw rye stand up but i shook my head full of anger. "WHAT THE HELL" the boy holding Niamh back siad to sofia. "let.go.of.me.now.if.you.wish.to.have.kids.in.your.future" I said angrily to the boys holding me back. they let go and I charged to sofia and punched her on the cheek. she slapped me back and then I saw mikey run over with Sam and rye. I grabbed sofias hair and pushed her to the ground. "DON'T EVER TOUCH HER AGAIN. YOU KNEW US SINCE WE WERE ALL TODDLERA AND THEN YOU WENT AND PUNCHED HER" I screamed at sofia. rye got hold of Niamh. Sam and mikey pulled me off sofia and Sam looked at Brooklyn then abbie them emily and lastly he looked at sofia. "how dare you. sinead and niamh were there for you and Brooklyn for ages and now you two are throwing it away for these horrible girls who are full of themselves. grow up and learn who is real and fake. quite frankly Niamh and Sinead are the real ones and abbie and emily are the fake ones" Sam said angrily to Brooklyn and sofia. everyone around us applauded his speech. "i didn't get my tan" Niamh said sadly and everyone around is laughed. I put my arm around her shoulder. "let's fo get food and just get fake tans later on some other day" I siad to her. she smiled and nodded. me niamh rye mikey and Sam all walked away and went back to the flat. "you girls have ball" Sam said smiling to is when we entered the flat. "i never knew you girls had it in you to punch sofia" Sam said again. "she hit Niamh there for I had a reason to go at her" I siad to him seriously. "and mikey in sorry that I did that to you. I should have just got Niamh to do it" I said to him. he smiled and hugged me. "babe I always wanted to do it bit I was teasing you and I guess you teased me back but i didnt find it funny. i love you" mieky said to me. I smiled. "i love you too baby" i said back. I then kissed him and he kissed back. he asked for entrance but i didnt give it to him so he squeezed my butt and I gasped and he got entrance to my mouth. (we were kissing with tongues) he picked me up and carried me to the couch. the others were in the kitchen getting food. he placed me on the couch and crawled over me so now he's hovering over me. I started kissing his neck and he moaned. I smiled. "take your top off" I ordered. he did what I asked so now he's shirtless. he then lifted my top over my head and flung it on the floor. we went back to kissinf. by now im in my bra and shorts that I wore to the pool and he has only got his shorts on. he was about to pull down my shorts to reveal mg bikini bottom when niamh rye and Sam walked in. "omg seriously"Niamh said annoyed. I laughed. "wow baby sis. no more of that" Sam said seriously. "shut up sam" I said annoyed. rye was trying not to laugh at the position me and mikey were in. mikey had his hands just above my shirts and mine were in his hair. "um you should probs sit up" rye said trying so hard not to laugh. I laughed and mikey pouted and sat up. I got up and got my top off the floor and put it back on. "yyyy did ye walk inn" mikey wined. I laughed while Sam glared at mikey. " because I rather my sister not give her virginity up while I'm here" Sam said. that was when rye burst out laughing. I went all red. Niamh and mikey ended up laughing too. "guys shush" I said annoyed. "you hardly think she's still a virgin" rye said with tears falling down from laughing. Sam looked shocked and angry. "SINEAD.SERIOUSLY" Sam yelled angrily. everyone stopped laughing and looked shocked that he was acctually angry. I got up and sat on mikeys lap and he wrapped his as around my waist. "no.no.no.no.no" Sam said angrily. he stood up and walked towards me and pulled me into a different couch to miley. Niamh and rye were trying not to laugh. I stood up and walked back over to mikey and sat back on him. "I said no" Sam said angrily and pulled me off mikey again. "why are you so angry sam" i said getting annoyed now too. "because my only baby sister isn't a virgin anymore when she should be instead of going around and sleeping around" he said angrily. now i was angry. "i dont go around and sleep around you butthole" I siad Annoyed. "you obviously do if your far from a virgin" Sam said getting more amgry. "wow you can talk" I mumbled but they all heard me. Sam got more angry. "let me guess your gonna end up being a mom in the next two years" he said annoyed. I looked away from him hurt. he didn't know I had an abortion or that I was once pregnant. Niamh came over and sat beside me. "Sam stop seriously" Niamh said seriously while grabbing my hand. "why is she so sad" Sam sias Annoyed. "doesn't matter" I mumbled and got up and left and walked into me and mikeys room and slammed the door shut and I lied down face first into the bed. I then got up and tucked myself into the big double bed and turned on the tv. I grabbed my bottle of water and sighed thinking about what life would be like if I had the baby. Niamh then came into the room and closed the door after her. I only realised now that I was crying. "aww Sinead please don't cry" Niamh said. "i once had all my friends and now i lost them except for you mikey and rye. I used to have a little baby then I killed it. I wish I kept it" i cried so hard. "why am i so dumb" I screamed out. "SINEAD your not stupid. those friends who walked out just wasn't meant to be in our future plans and I guess you just weren't ready to be a mom" Niamh said sadly. she was crying to cause she didn't like seeing people cry and she felt bad for me. "i wish i never killed the baby" i cried harder. I then hugged Niamh and she hugged me back. we soon fell asleep.
3hours later****
I woke up to someone moving next to me. I saw it was Niamh and I remembered what happened. Niamh looked over at me and i looked at her. we both has red puffy eyes. we both decided to get up and go into the kitchen. where we saw everyone. ligit everyone. abbie sofia brook rye mikey eimear Andy kate jack Blair and ginger. they looked in our direction and saw our red puffy eyes. mikey and rye must have told ginger cause ginger looked ready to cry and when she saw eyes starting to water again she stsrted to cry too cause she only found out that I was pregnant. "come here" ginger said with her arms open and I walked over and hugged her and I broke down. ginger walked out of the kitchen with me still crying and she brought me into mikey and I's room. "i shouldve kept it ginger. I really shouldve. I could've had someone to properly call mine and someone who couldn't be taken away from me and someone who would look up to me and call me mommy" I siad while crying. ginger was crying listening to me. ginger pulled me back into another hug. "you should try for one again" she said to me. "mikey probrobly doesn't want one" I siad to ginger. ginger looked at me and kissed my cheek and hugged me again. she wiped away her tears and then wiped mine away. "let's go back into the kitchen to everyone and hold your heads high and show that your strong pet" ginger said to me. I nodded and hugged her once more. we both got up and went back into the kitchen. everyone stared at me and ginger. "DON'T stop your conversation just because we came in. carry on" ginger said casually. I walked up to Mikey and hugged him. he hugged me back. "i love you mikey" I said to him. "i need to talk to you" mikey said to me. by now everyone was silent again since he ddint say I love you too. I looked shocked that he didnt say it back and so did the others. I looked at ginger and she looked shocked too. so did everyone except for emily who was smiling like a Cheshire cat. I glared at her and everyone then knew that emily has something to do with it. he grabbed arm and brought me into our room. leaving everyone else in the kitchen. "i heard you wanna try for another baby" mikey said looking me straight in the eyes. "not yet" I siad quietly. "i-i sorry but i cant be with you if you want kids. I'm not ready. plus my feelings for emily have come back" mikey said while looking me dead in the eyes. I started crying. "we can still be friends" he said. I nodded. "i-i should go" I stuttered. the minute i closed the door I broke down. I walked into the kitchen and everyone went dead silent not knowing what happened but emily since she must have been the one who told mikey and now she has won him again. I looked emily dead in the eyes. "i give up. I genuinely do. you win. I don't care anymore. I will move out and you can have mikey all you want. after all he just broke up woth me anyway for you" I said with no emotion and I was no longer crying anymore. everyone was shocked. mikey then walked into the kitchen. everyone kept their eyes on me. "I will stay at a friend's house tonight and I will buy myself an apartment while at my friends house and then you guys wont have to see me ever again" i said again witj no emotion. Niamh looked at me. "please dont" noamh pleaded. "SINEAD I have a spare room that you can have it's next door to mikeys. please just take it. don't leave" Blair said. "it will be awkward between me and mikey and Emily so I will make it easier and move out" I siad again. "NO" ginger said all of a sudden. "I am not letting my daughter stay somewhere else. she is staying here and that's that" ginger snapped. I smiled at the part where she called me her daughter. I nodded sky head knowing that she wasn't gonna let me leave anyway. I looked around until my eyes met mikeys. mine didnt sparkle anymore. "I'm going out"I siad with no emotion. I said it to everyone while looking mikey dead in the eyes. he smiled but i just walked out.
**4 hours later**
I came stumbling in the door with a guy with me. I giggled. "ssshhh" I said to him as i kicked the apartment door closed and started kissing him. he pushed me up against the wall and started kissing me back. I smiled into the kiss. he then lifted me up and I wrapped legs around his waist. I then heard a bedroom door open. just then the boy gave me a hickey and I moaned. "what the hell" someone said and I opened eyes and saw a figure watching me and this guy. I turned on the light and saw it was niamh. I giggled. "hi bestie" I slurred. "SINEAD your drunk. go to bed" Niamh said. I winked at the guy. "i guess we are going to bed together" I said to the guy. he smiled and kissed me again. I kissed him back. I was still in his arms with my legs around his waist against the wall. the guy was my age don't worry. he also was a hotty. and it turns out it was the guy who put tanning oil on me. "omg I know you. your the one who put tanning oil on her" Niamh spoke outloud no longer whispering. "SHHHHH" I said really loudly. "what happening out here" I heard rye say while emerging from the same door Niamh did. "sineads drunk and brought home a guy" Niamh said with amusement. rye laughed and looked at me being held against the wall. "seriously sinead. you went wit h the one who put tanning oil on you" rye laughed. I nodded while smirking and then shushed him again. I'm sure everyone was up listening hit stayed in their room. Kate when came out of her room to see what was happening. she ddint even try whisper. "omg. yes Sinead. get some" kate said outloud. I ended up laughing loudly and so did the guy I was with. his name was luke. I then turned to the guy and kissed him again. he kissed back. "take off your jacket" I ordered. he did what I sais and now waht in his shirt and jeans. "wow Sinead your bossy when it comes to this" kate said fasinated. I laughed then another door opened. it was two doors. it was mikeys door and he stepped out then it was Blair's door. mikey and Blair came out and saw me in likes arms against the wall. "what is happening" mikey asked. "i asked him for a hug" I siad making up a lie. Blair burst out laughing and so did everyone else. "that's the worst lie ever" Blair said. I nodded and thought of another one. "he carried me home because my feet were sore" I said lieing again. they all smiled trying not to laugh as they all knew i was lying and probrobly heard kate already. I bet mikey did anyway. "SINEAD we already hears kate" mikey said. I sighed. "well can I carry on with Luke?" i questioned. Blair laughed again and so did Niamh kate and rye but mikey didnt. "wait I know you" mikey said all of a sudden and we all stopped laughing to watch to see what happened. "your the one who put tanning oil on Sinead" mikey said with a hint of annoyance in his voice. I only realised now that mikey was only in joggers. I then saw emily emerge from his room wearing only mikeys top. I looked at emily in shock. I then looked at mikey and he smiled at emily. I then turned back to luke. "put me down" I ordered. "I like you bossing me around" luke said huskily. i smirked. everyone was watching. he put me down and I was also only wearing the dress that I went out with whence went out to the club with Niamh rye and mikey. I know. it was that really revealing one and now they all only realised what I wore out. I pushed liked against the wall and kissed him hard. I then pulled his head towards me so i can kiss deeper. he moaned in satisfaction. I smirked and pulled away and saw everyone reactions. I looked at emily who was eyeing luke as if she wanted him. "be careful mikey. emily is looking at like as if he's her snack. but such a pity since he's mine" I smirked at emily. I then opened bedroom door and pushed luke in and smirked at the others. "doodles. ps. I might be loud" I said back to them. Blair was shocked at my sudden amount of confidence and so was the others. I slammed my bedroom door closed........
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