It has been a year since they got married. It was a blissful marriage. They got all the support from families and friends to every desicions they make.
They we're happy. Sorting commitments and prioroties thoroughly. Making sure that they put their little family first before anything else.
It has been a year too that they are praying for a child. Yyo turned 3-year-old two months ago. They were trying to conceive right after the wedding but one year later, they were still waiting.
Maine is getting impatient. She has PCOS which makes it hard for them to conceive.
" Baka baog ako."
" Baby! Dont say that!"
" What if?"
" So what? We have Yyo. As long as healthy kayong dalawa, okay ako. Wag kana mag worry please? Kung hindi tayo magkababy okay lang. As long as magkasama tayo."
" But---"
" Maine, "
Maine walk to where Yyo is playing and pick him up.
" Mommy? cwy?"
Little Yyo wipe her tears and kiss her nose.
" Wabyu Mommy meyn"
She cried more.
Rj sigh and went to them. Kinuha nya si Yyo at binigay sa Yaya nito tyaka nya hinila sa kwarto nila si Maine. He sat on their bed and make her sit on his lap.
" Babe, one year palang naman tayong kasal. Bata pa naman tayo. Hindi natin kailangan mag madali."
" Nape-pressure ako Rj!" - She whinned, wiping her tears.
" Saan? Bakit?"
" Kasi.. kasi Nia gave you Yyo. Bakit ako, hindi kita mabigyan ng anak?"
" Menggay, mag-aaway na tayo nyan. Ayoko ng iniisip mo yung ganyan. Magkaiba kayo, magkaiba ang sitwasyon nyo."
" But Nia have PCOS too, right?"
" Maine.."
" I hate this! I hate this body! Why cant I be pregnant? Bakit---"
" Baby, may dahilan kung bakit hindi pa binibigay ni Lord yung dasal natin. Maybe this is not the right time yet."
" But when?!"
" I dont know. Basta hindi pa siguro ngayon. Stop stressing yourself. I hate it when I see you sad. "
She still continue to cry. Feeling frustrated.
The next few days were still the same. They would make love almost every night, mostly innitiated by Maine.
It was two months after that, while Maine is in the Brgy, she felt nauseous.
Jose: Ayos kalang ba,Menggay? Ang putla mo.
Wally: Masama ba pakiramdam mo?
Maine: Nahihilo lang po. Sobrang init kasi.
Paolo: Kumain kana kasi. Baka mamaya himatayin kana bigla dyan..
Maine: Parang ayaw ko po kasi ng menu today.
Jose: Aba, first time ito. May lechon ah, paborito mo yon.
She snorted upon hearing the food.
Wally: Ayos kalang ba talaga?
Maine: Opo. Kaya naman.
In the middle of the segment of JFAAFJ, Maine excuse herself because she felt like, she's going to pass out anytime. She was assisted to the holding area immediately but she ask to be taken to her car.
