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It was late and we still have so many things to do. Umulan ng malakas kaya hindi kami makapag shoot ng mga eksena. Our timeline for the shooting days are being mess up for 3 days now kaya naghahabol na din kami.
We are in the holding area (tent) now, malakas ang ulan. Each of us have our own space where our personal things are set up.
Katapat ng space ko was Rj's where his portable recliner was place too. It was also one of the rare days na kasama nya si Nia sa shoot. I secretly watch them while lying here on my own recliner.
Nia is saying something to Rj which makes him laugh. He would kiss her hands from time to time, caress her cheek, tuck her hair behind her ears.
It was a sight to watch. The look on their faces are full of love and happiness.
I should be happy too, right? Kapag happy si Rj, dapat masaya din ako. Pero bakit hindi? Bakit parang ang sakit sakit parin na hindi na ako yung dahilan kung bakit sya masaya? Bakit ang sakit ng puso ko na may mahal na syang iba?
I let my self wallow in heartbreaking thoughts when I heard them singing. Sharing earpiece connected to Rj's fone.
They are singing 'Nothing's gonna stop us now.'
She have a really beautiful voice, hindi sya edit bes! Totoo pala yung nasa Youtube channel nya.
After they sang, Rj stood up and let Nia lay down on his recliner comfortably. He sat on the chair and lean his head on the recliner. His one arm hugging Nia. Their faces close.
Why am I even watching them?
" Guys? okay lang? music tayo ah. Para d puro ulan naririnig natin."
One of the staffs said. They all agreed in silence.
Hay, I want hearing the rain eh.
Soon, the whole place was surrounded by love songs.
Hindi pamilyar sakin ang kanta pero ang sarap iyakan. Kasi...
Ang daya naman talaga ng tadhana eh.
I was lost in my thought when someone sat beside my chair and wipe my unknown falle n tears. It was ate Kai Cortez.
" Wag mo na kasing titigan."
I smiled and look at her.
" Nakarelate lang ako sa kanta."
" Sus, kanina ka pa namin nakikita dyan. Bebe girl, alam ko naman na masakit sayo ito eh. Parang ganito din nung kayo naman ni Arjo. Ganyan na ganyan din si Alden. Ewan ko ba sa inyong dalawa! You had your chance pero hindi nyo grinab. Oh ano ngayon?"
" Parang more on I had my chance pero hindi ako naghintay. I had my chance pero I choose to be selfish. Tapos hindi ko sya narealize until the day na, nakita ko na syang may mahal na iba. Parang sinisipa yung puso ko, Ate Kai. Kapag nakikita ko syang masaya kasama ang asawa nya. Kapag nakikita ko sa mga mata nya yung sobrang pagmamahal. Yung atensyon na dati sakin lang. Ang sakit sakit ng puso ko kapag naiisip ko na kahit ano pang gawin ko, may mahal na syang iba. Kasalanan ko naman eh, kasi ako yung unang naghanap ng iba. "
