Professor?

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I woke up to the sound Remus' voice coming from his office. "Fred do you honestly think she would ever do that? She wants to stay here and continue her studies!"

"I don't know what she would do anymore with you around!" Fred shouted

"Keep your voice down! You'll wake her." Remus growled

"Little late for that." I mumbled as I got out of bed and made my way to the office.

"If she winds up having a child because of you I will personally-"

"You'll personally what?!" I demanded

Remus shook his head "I told you you'd wake her."

"Anne go back to bed." Fred huffed

"Like Hell I will! I'm sick of your attitude. Lee told me what you said yesterday Fred! How could you?!?" I shouted "what will it take to make you understand how hard it is?!? How broken I feel? How disgusting it feels to be what I am? Do you really think that I can just throw myself at someone when I hate myself?! Why do you think I haven't been with anyone?!? Because I know what boys expect of girls! I know what's expected what's wanted! And I can't do it!"

I feel the tears streaming down my face. Fred looks at me for the first time since I entered the room.
"But you've done it."
"Excuse me?" Remus interjects before I can open my mouth
"Please I know the signs. I've done my research remember. Even if you two don't remember it you've done it. " Fred shook his head "I shouldn't have run my mouth in front of anyone but George. For that I'm sorry. But for knowing what I know I'm not."

"How can you tell?" Remus asked looking at me

"Reason number one you two have grown more affectionate. Anne has never been one for showing affection to anyone other than Neville and even that is limited. Reason two is her hip. I George helped her with the bandage yesterday and I caught a good look. It wasn't self inflicted. I know self inflicted by now." Fred shrugged

"Anything else? I asked

"Have you looked at your shoulders? Your left his right? " Fred mused

I shoved my hair out of the way and sure enough a healed bite mark covered my shoulder. I looked up at Remus who was looking at his own shoulder.

"When did you notice this?" Remus asked

"I didn't. Neville did." Fred told him

"Neville must have seen my shoulder when I was bent over my bag last night." I sighed

"Classic mating marks. The hip the shoulders. You've probably got marks down your back don't you professor?" Fred smirked

"Don't answer that. He's having fun now." I rolled my eyes

"Reminds me of my old friends that smirk." Remus smiled

"I'm sorry I blew up. Jealousy is an evil thing." Fred sighed and faced me "as long as you're happy and healthy I'll be okay."

"Next time you get upset with me. Come to me. Not George. Not Lee. Me. Fred you know how much you mean to me. But don't do this again."

"I'll keep my temper in check from here on in. Promise. I should go. I'm sorry I woke you. Both of you. I'll see you at breakfast." Fred smiled and walked out