innocent | HHJ + SRJ

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S H I N  R Y U J I N

i let out a groan as i open my eyes. argh, my head hurts. i massage my temples and sit up on the bed. i look beside me and saw jisu and yeji sleeping peacefully. my eyes hurts too, it feels swollen as if i cried...

" don't worry, you're wonderful ryujin-ah. and i think changbin hyung will like you "

i felt my eyes widening. it hurts but the memory... did it really happen? i raised my hand up to touch my lips. it wasn't changbin. i didn't kiss him. i kissed someone, and he is younger than changbin oppa. all i remember is his black shirt, the fact that he is younger than changbin and his scent.

what the hell did i do? i covered my face with my hands and pressed my lips together. i am such an idiot! what the hell did i do? what will happen now? aish.

i put my hands down and tried to stand up but another headache came so i fell back down the bed. i grab onto my head and closed my eyes. i will never drink again. i promise to obey my parents and be a good kid.

once the headache is gone i stand up and look around the room. woojin is sleeping on the sofa, not wearing black and older than changbin. on the floor there is felix, seungmin, jeongin, and minho. none of them are wearing black. ok.

i carefully made my way to the door, wincing everytime my head hurts. i walk down the stairs and stopped when i arrived at the first floor. i blink to myself as i look around. wow? it's not as messy as i expected. there are red cups around but good thing there is no dead body, hoo.

i walk towards the couch and saw chan. he's wearing black and has broad shoulders. but he's older than changbin, so safe. and he's down here all the time dj-ing. definitely not him. i look around and saw changbin sleeping on the floor, peacefully.

i made my way towards him and bend down to examine his sleeping face. he looks so peaceful. but sleeping on the ground is very uncomfortable though.

i felt my face leaning closer and closer towards his. but i leaned away when i heard rustling. i look over and saw hyunjin and jisung hugging each other while sleeping on the floor.

i gulped as i stare at their black shirts. they're younger than changbin. they also have wide shoulders. jisung's hair is brown and hyunjin's is a lighter shade of brown. i squint as i try to remember what was the guy's hair color.

i bit my lower lip as i sigh. how much i try to remember but all i remember is black. i only remember black hair. black like changbin's. only one way to find out now.

i walked towards them and bend down to be even closer. i need to smell them. right now i can smell sweat and liquor. now the only thing left is the perfume. i gulped as i leaned closer towards jisung's neck. before i could even come closer, i heard someone groaning.

" argh, my head hurts "

i leaned away from jisung and look at the owner of the voice. chan just woke up and he sit up and grab onto his head. when he opened his eyes he saw me and his eyes grew wide. before he could speak, i raised my index finger over my mouth to shut him up.

i stand up from the floor and made my way towards him and sat down beside him, releasing a long sigh.

" my head hurts ryujin-ah, get me some water " chan groaned and scoot closer to me.