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i feel like shit. yesterday when i got home, i immediately lock myself in my room and cry myself to sleep. since that was a little too early, i woke up at midnight. i can barely open my eyes that time since they're both so puffy to the point i had to put ice over it.

my mother saw me but i am really glad because she didn't ask any questions and even made me tea so i won't have troubles going back to sleep. my eyes are better now but because of the big amount of sleep i got, i super feel like shit. i feel so lazy and my body hurts everywhere. i just want to lay back down on my bed.

right now i am in front of my locker. i sit down on the floor and rest my back on my locker. i crossed my legs together and put my bag on my lap. i closed my eyes and ignore how everyone passing by looks at me. i just want to stay in bed.

" is making yourself and others embarrassed the only thing you can do? " i opened my eyes and look up at the scowling guy in front of me. seungmin looks down at me like i'm his annoying child.

" i just want to stay in bed forever " i said then yawned. i freaking don't understand why but i am so sleepy too. what the hell is exactly happening to me.

he stared at me for a moment before he let out a long and loud sigh. i watch him as he takes his bag off of his back then bend down to sit beside me. i smiled at him then pat his knee.

" you're such a nice guy " i told him with the smile still on my lips. " can you be my fake boyfriend instead? " i asked him with expectant eyes.

" no way, what the fuck? " he scowled at me. i frown at his answer then cross my arms over my chest.

seungmin looked at me with furrowed eyebrows while he thinks of something. " what exactly made you like this? " he asked me.

i pout my lips as what happened yesterday came back in my mind. " hyunjin told me that feelings aren't supposed to be involved in what we are doing " i said, making sure it's only us who heard it.

" that's true " seungmin commented. i frown even more at that.

" can you at least be a supportive friend or something? " i complained. he laughed and so i laughed too.

" all i can tell you is that, do you think sulking will help you? obviously not " he said then stand up from beside me. he stood in front of me and lend me his hand.

" cheer up you idiot " he said. i laughed again and then reached for his hand, letting him help me up.

i let go of his hand and started dusting off my legs and skirt. i faced my back to seungmin then peek at him behind me. " is my back clean? " i asked him.

seungmin checked my back then shake his head. " where? help me dus- " i didn't get to finish my favor when he raised an eyebrow at me.

" no way in hell am i going to touch your ass, eww " he spat then shivered. i let out a groan and then reached for the back of my skirt on my own. when i finished i turned back to him and rolled my eyes at him.

" you're so mean to me " i told him. he smiled at this but when he saw the growing smirk on my lips he paused. " i like it "

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