innocent | HHJ + SRJ

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H W A N G  Y E J I

what on earth? how can this happen to me? i can't believe this, tsk! i sighed for the nth time and dig my hands deeper in my pocket. last week it was with yuna and felix, now... now han " i'm so sorry i don't deserve your kindness " jisung.

i watch as jisung walk casually in front of me. as if everything's fine. maybe everything really is fine. maybe he forgot about it all and forgave me already. but... but jisung wouldn't ignore me if he do.

this would have been not awkward at all only if you didn't act so mature back then.

i mentally rolled my eyes. i can't believe even my conscience thinks of me as a jerk for doing that. i mean, it should have stopped me from being a jerk then, tsk.

but really, all i have to do is apologize and then tada! no more awkward shit. but... how the hell do i do that? i can't just come up to him and apologize. that's so plain... i think, i need a distraction.

i crossed my arms over my chest and took a deep breath. you can do it yeji, you can do it. i cleared my throat as we still walk, him still ahead of me. there's nothing around us that can make any noise to prevent him from hearing me, i'm pretty sure he heard me so why the fuck is he not stopping?

he didn't even flinch or stop or whatever. he continued walking with the same pace. what? should i do it again, louder? i fixed my hair, brushing my fingers through my hair.

" ehem! " i said louder this time. i watch as his head nodded twice then it was back to normal. he didn't even stop to look at me.

i don't need him to nod! i want him to look at me and talk to me! this idiot! i groaned and fasten my pace so i can catch up to him. i grab his bag, making him squeak in a jisung way and halt into a stop.

with wide eyes he turned to look at me. he looks so surprised i want to kick him between his eyes. he straightened his posture right after i let go of his bag. then he take off both of his earphones... wait what!?

" yeji, wh- " i didn't let him finish and with furrowed eyebrows i grab his earphones from his hands. i saw the wires are connected to something inside his jacket's pocket. i put both earphones on my own ears and heard a loud as fuck edm song.

" fuck " i groaned and take the earphones off of my ears and threw it back at jisung, he catched it like it was something fragile.

" why the hell are you listening to crap like that? " i asked and crossed my arms over my chest. he put his earphones inside his jacket's pocket and squinted his eyes when he heard what i said.

" excuse me? " he asked me. i rolled my eyes and stand closer to him.

" i said why on earth are you listening to that right now when i- " i quickly stopped myself on talking and covered my mouth. i avoid his eyes and slapped my lips while murmuring curses.

" when what? " he asked. i straighten my posture and look at him.

" wheniwantedtoapologizeaboutlastweek " i said quickly, turning around to walk again.

" huh? wait wait! i didn't catch that! " jisung jog towards me and matched my pace. he pat my shoulder and so i glance at him, while still walking.

" what did you say? " he asked looking as innocent as ever.

" tsk! " i groaned and stopped walking, slightly making the clumsy guy in front of me squeak. " i don't want to repeat myself jisung! i know you heard it! "