innocent | HHJ + SRJ

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S H I N  R Y U J I N

with the loud music banging through the whole house i lean my back against the wall and closed my eyes shut as i massage the bridge of my nose. aah, i hate this feeling. i opened my eyes and luckily i am near the kitchen. i sloppily made my way there and put my cup on top of the counter. i swear, that'll be my last. i don't want to drink anymore.

i push through people as i made my way upstairs. this is felix's house and i know where his bedroom is. let's just hope no one is in there doing something with someone. because i swear! if there is, i will push them out of the room without letting them get their belongings.

another pang in the head made me stop midway the stairs. i lean against the wall and scrunched my face as i wait for the pain to go away. where the hell are my friends? i need their freaking help, aish.

i forced my eyes open and look around me, looking for a familiar color. black. changbin oppa is wearing black, like always. black shirt black shirt black shirt. ugh, i see black shirt, but that is definitely not him. if he sees me like this, he'll rush up to me and ask me if i am ok. so that's not him.

i look up and just decided to go upstairs. he might be there. with my hand pressed on the wall and the other falling lifelessly beside me, i slowly and carefully made my way upstairs.

i went to the first door and heard weird noises inside. i hope he's not here. i pushed the door open and pop my head inside. a muffled scream was heard from the lady and by the way i am seeing the back of the guy... definitely not changbin oppa.

" eww " i groaned and closed the door with a loud thud. next door.

i grab the doorknob and just before i can open it, another pang of pain surfaced in my head. i let go of the doorknob and grab onto my head as my breathing became ragged.

i slide down the wall and sit on the floor with my eyes closed. i swear, if i die tonight i really need to see changbin so at least i could kiss him before i die. yes, i need to kiss him before i die. with those words as an encouragement, i forced myself up and grab on the doorknob once again.

this room is quiet. maybe he's sleeping inside. i opened the door and entered it, closing the door behind me. i think this is felix's dad's office. i look around and saw no breathing creature. i let out a loud sigh as i turn around to face the door.

just as i took a step, my whole body fell on the floor like a lifeless object. i knock onto the wooden coffee table and i groaned and crouched into a small ball.

i murmurred curse words as i clutch onto my right arm which hit the coffee table when i fell. my eyes opened as i saw bright light coming from the door.

" ryujin-ah? is that you? "

i squint my eyes as i look at the man standing by the door. he's wearing black? is he? or am i just crazy? " oppa? " i asked and it sounded like a dog whimpering. aish, i sounded weak.

with the sound of my voice, he quickly run towards me and kneeled in front of me. he held onto my shoulders and help me sit up. even with this close encounter, i can still not see whether he is changbin or not. it's too dark and my eyes are hazy.

" are you ok? "

a smile made its way to my lips. he's asking me if i'm ok... this can be changbin. i wasn't able to reply and just smiled wider.