innocent | HHJ + SRJ

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S H I N  R Y U J I N

that saturday was probably the best day i've ever had in my whole life. after all that he did, the tiredness drawn to me and i fell asleep. when i woke up i was still in my bed but not on hyunjin's lap anymore. i kind of panicked that time but then i saw him. he was still there in my room.

he's standing in front of my study table. he's actually putting the new set of daisies he just gave me on the same jar with the old ones. then again, a smile was on my lips. just the feeling of sleeping with him there and waking up with him still there makes me feel so good. that's just nice, i hope i can, we can, do this more often.

it's monday now. all of us are in our usual spot in the cafeteria. jisung told me earlier that jungseo had already left, she left yesterday. knowing about it is really sad, i feel bad for hera and gaeun. jungseo is not there with them now. no one can really stop her mother.

i used my spoon to stir on my soup. i know it's bad to play with your food, but i'm just thinking too much again. i sighed and sloppily raised the spoon to my mouth. ugh, i feel so lazy today. lazy with a hint of sadness. ugh, sucks to be me.

" ryujin aaah! " hyunjin exclaimed. i turned to him with furrowed eyebrows. " huh? "

with my mouth slightly agape, hyunjin put a gummy bear in it. the taste of the treat melt in my mouth, so with a smile i started chewing on it. hyunjin let out a chuckle while watching me.

" here " he said, holding another piece of another gummy bear. i opened my mouth again and he feed me again with the sweet treat.

" ugh, what happened? you guys became disgusting " i turn to look at a frowning yeji as she shiver to show how disgusted she is. I wanted to laugh at her but i'm too busy chewing on the gummy bears.

" shut up you boyfriend-deprived creature " hyunjin said with a frown on his own face. when he turned to me, he smiled then feed me with another gummy bear.

the look on yeji's face made me want to laugh again. her mouth is agape as she look at hyunjin with disbelief on her own face.

" how dare you " she said and put a hand over her chest. she's a bit calm but i know she wants to claw her sharp and long nails on hyunjin's face.

" not my fault you're looking at the wrong person " hyunjin said shrugging his shoulder. he then turn to look at me with another gummy bear on his hand.

what hyunjin said silenced our table. it kind of became uncomfortable but hyunjin didn't mind it and shoved another gummy bear in my mouth. i awkwardly chew on the gummy bear, roaming my eyes around our table. then my eyes caught felix and jisung. no words are exchanged from the two of them but the way they look, glare, at each other makes it look like they're talking.

slowly and slowly the mood came back to normal and we all talked together. but i still never missed the way jisung and felix exchange looks with each other. what's happening? i feel so left out, did something happened with those two?

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" jisu " i called jisu, who's beside me, using her phone, as we walk together. we're going home.

i didn't attend dance club so here i am going home with jisu. jeongin and seungmin were supposed to go home with us but they're already gone before we know it. they walk too fast, or we walk slow? i don't know, don't care.

jisu hummed and glance at me before going back to messaging someone on her phone. " please tell me i'm not the only one who noticed jisung and felix earlier " i told her, sounding a bit desperate since i'm really curious as to what happened to the two.