☆𝐁𝐞𝐧 𝐇𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐲 𝐈𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬☆

Multiple Regrets

Part 2

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"Y/n..."

I look at the blonde boy in-front if me. I hold the drinks up my chest and hesitation rises in my voice.

"Yes?" I avoid eye contact with him. I feel like I'll fall back into him if I do because he's that important to me. "I just really want to talk..especially what happened that day. If you'll let me" he sits there and waits for permission.

"Uh-um..I-I guess?"

"Great" he grabs the drinks from me and sets them down somewhere and takes me into the other room.

"I'M SORRY. REALLY FUCKING SORRY! and saying sorry is not a really big affect to any situation, especially a situation like this one. I really wish I can turn back time and tell myself not to say what was going to come out of my mouth. I didn't even know what I was thinking when I said it. I was mad and it hurt me to know that I hurt you deeply. I didn't want this to happen between us. I couldn't deal with the fact that you weren't there beside me in bed, that you were gone and I was the reason why. I wish I never even encountered her. She manipulated me into thinking that you weren't good for me and I was a dumbass, I'm such a dumbass to even think that you can be at lest 0.001% bad for me which impossible because you're perfect for me. You're the most perfect human being I've met in my entire life, but after my mom of course, but still, you treated so good, you gave loyalty and love and I failed to even give you those things myself. It's been eating me up inside ever since the day you left this room crying because I said I could find someone better than you and I know that I never will. You matter so much to me...I don't know what I'll do without in my life. I have multiple regrets but you sure as hell isn't one of them"

I was completely in shock. Roger never showed his feeling this much or at least said them out loud. The emotion showing on his face said it all that he did care about me. Even though he didn't want to look me in my eyes, I could see the sadness that was in the form of tears waiting to fall out with the smallest movement of his eyes. My mom always told me that if my husband, boyfriend, or even a friend did anything to hurt me, not to bring them back into your life, but this is Roger, my best friend of 5 years and boyfriend of 3. You can't just let go of someone that close to you, geez I had a hard time letting go of my mom and he was there for me. So I had to go with my gut and stick with it.

"You're probably thinking 'why would I let you back into my life after what you did?' If I were you, I wouldn't because you don't know what could happen. And not saying anything bad can happen, the path placed in front of us will be unknown" he mumbles the last part. I look at him while he looks down and fiddles with his hands.

"Roger" I breathed out. He looks up at me his eyes red and a little puffy, and his body seemed tense. I grabbed his face and gave him a very passionate kiss. A kiss that was filled with love and showed the feeling of how much I missed him and just so his response felt the same way. His body relaxed and he pulled me close holding tight like he doesn't want to let go.

"I've missed that feeling so much" I admit closing eyes with a smile appearing on my face. "I missed you so much, and I want you back into my life"

"Really?" He smiles big. I could feel his excitement rising throughout his body. "Are you sure?" I nod my head and hold his hand. "Of course I do. I can't bring it to myself that I could ever get over you. It was just one mistake-"

"A huge one" he cuts me off.

"And it was just bits and pieces of alcohol, negative thoughts and a girl who was just trying to get what she wants. I believe people should have second chances atand get to prove theirselves that they're better than was they seem to be, which I know you are. And if one of us fuck up so be it, maybe it's just our paths saying they wants us to go a different way"

"I don't plan on messing up anything anymore, and I'll use this chance to make you fall in love with me again" he chuckles.

"Who said I stopped, love?"
He pulls me on top of his lap and kisses me placing his hand behind my neck.

"Cute" a voice says from behind me making me jump away. Just to find out it was Freddie.

"Do you know what privacy is?" Roger asks jokingly. "No" was all he say before closing the door.

"The door is closed" Roger smirks. "No" I get off his lap and go towards the door. "So you're leaving me?"

"I'm going home and going to sleep" I close the door and stand by the door frame waiting for him to come out. He does and he sees me, stopping in his tracks. "Wanna come over?" I cross my arms with a small smile.

"Only if I pick the rules"

"Deal"