☆𝐁𝐞𝐧 𝐇𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐲 𝐈𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬☆

Mad

It was another day as Xavier's school for gifted youngsters and another day of me having a breakdown because of training today.

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Today's I had special training to learn to control my powers. I had a real problem with taking advantage of myself so professor X decided that once every week I should take these lessons.

Usually for these I would have Kurt, Jean, Peter, or Scott to help me. But today raven decided to give me someone she knew I despise the most out of this school and that was Warren Worthington iii.

"I'm not training with him," I told Professor X and Raven. "You have anger issues, y/n. In order to not burst because of them, I needed somebody to cause it" Raven explains. "You know when I start I can't stop" my voice comes out as whisper. "I know" she replies. "Don't you want to get better?" Professor says. I nod my head. I entered the training room already seeing warren standing there with his arms crossed. Raven and Professor go up to the top room where they can watch us. The thing is. I can get mad very easily, almost at the littlest things. And when that happens I think of my past more and it makes me go ballistic.

"Okay," Raven begins saying. "Are you both ready"
Warren says yes and I give them a thumbs up. "Wait," Warren called. "Do I have insurance?" He asks. I roll my eyes.

"Warren. Stop stalling" Raven says with annoyance hinting in her voice. "What do I even say?"

"Anything"
Warren looks at me and I give him a glare. "I dare you to say something you imbecile" I grit through my teeth. "Do you even know what it's like to hold so much anger inside"

"Yes I do but you didn't know that since all you care about yourself and not other people." He shoots at me. I squint my eyes at him. "What?"

"You heard me. You act like the world revolves around you y/n. You have to be the most insecure person I've ever met. You-you think you have a rough past!?"

"I'm not insecure" I mumble but he continues his little rant.

"You think...you're so broken when everyone has gone through worse things. Not only you. Oh poor, little y/n getting kicked out of her little home because her parents didn't want her no more" he mocks in a baby voice . I ball my fist up digging my nails into my palms causing them to bleed.

"You think you can't hold back your anger" he kneels down to my level since I was sitting a chair. "Let me see you in action then since it's such a humongous problem!"

"I'm not listening to you"

"You now you want to"
He pushed my shoulder making me go back a little. He continues doing it while talking to me. "This is what you said your parents did huh? They ticked you off"

"Warren I suggest you stop. I'm warning you!" This was the longest I held in my anger. "Keep going" raven says in the microphone. "Get mad"
I stood up out of my chair throwing it across the room. He was still pushing my shoulder even after smacking his hand away repeatedly. "You were scared before and you all of the sudden you think your big cause of your powers. Well guess what y/n it doesn't work that way. You're going to go years and year and year being stuck in this game called life being pissed over and over again. You want to kill me y/n? Do it."

"Stop"
"Do It"
"Warren"
"Let go! Won't do anything cause that the little bitch you are?!"
I reach my hands out levitating him as I slowly start choking him. I tried my best and I failed once again. Anger got the best of me and so did my powers. I get inside his head giving him visions of his worst memories, the cause of it making his eyes white. "How does it feel now?" I smirk as his hair starts to go grey. I hear Raven telling me to stop but I didn't. I couldn't stop. I saw was fire and rage. It felt so good. I was about to scream but I stopped when he was in my head again.

"Y/n stop. It's over" I heard Professor's voice in my head. I didn't listen to him. "Y/N STOP YOU'RE KILLING HIM!" He yells snapping me out of it. I let go of him and he starts to catch his breath while crying. His eyes were still white. A tear slipped out my eye as I walked over to him.

"Warren, I'm so-" raven pulled me away from him. "Go to your room y/n, were done for today" she walks over to warren as he was still on the ground. Professor X leads me out of the training room and to my dorm.

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I haven't seen warren since he was put in the health care room. I wasn't allowed to go see him. Some student were already scared of me but if they heard or even saw what happened no one would even make eye contact with me from a mile away.

"Are you sure you're fine" I heard a woman's voice go past my door. I got up opening it just a little bit. "Yeah, I am. I promise. It was just a lot to handle."

"Well get some rest" the nurse says and she starts walking back towards my way from warren's room. I close the door as she passes by and open it when I hear her footsteps fade away. I leave my room quietly to make sure no one heard me. I head down the hall to warren's room and lightly knock on the door. He opens it, startled that it was me. "Can I come in please" I whisper and look down at my feet. He hesitated to open the door but he let me inside his room.

"What" he says harshly not very happy to see me. "I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to snap like that"

"Sorry? You almost killed me for gods sake" he scoffed.

"I know," my voice went weak and my eyes started to sting as tears started to form. "And I didn't mean to. I know you were told to make me mad and I should've known that you didn't mean any hard but I didn't mean to harm you warren." I look at the bruise around his neck from me telekinetically chocking him. I didn't like the sight of it so I put my hand on top of it to heal. He flinched a little thinking I would have done something but leans into my touch afterwards.

"I know we're not friends or anything and you probably don't want to be now if you even considered it and I completely understand. I wouldn't be friends with myself either. I know you've gone through some stuff too and I'm really sorry. At least you fought through it. I didn't want to come off as stuck up or selfish. I actually do care about people but when you give them everything and they just take it and run, it makes you wonder why you helped them in the first place"

I stayed silent for a while. "That's all I wanted to say" it felt nice to tell someone how I felt. But I least expected it to be warren. I turn to leave his room but I felt his hand on my wrist.

"I've always thought of you the wrong way. I just judged you from what I heard and never actually talked to you. Did I hurt your feelings saying those things?"

"This isn't about me" I tell him almost talking over him. "Did I?" He asks again. He looks at me waiting for a yes or no to leave my lips. I take in a breath before saying, "yeah, but you were supposed to"

"Well, I didn't want it to. It hurt me when I was making you mad on purpose, even though I had to, I didn't want to say those things. I know you hate me more than you did before don't you?"
I shrug my shoulders at his question.
"I don't like you because you didn't like me. And I'm not trying to be selfish when I say that. When people don't like, I instantly don't like them and myself either because I think I'm setting off a bad impression and people are just scared of me"

"I feel that way too"
We sit in silence for a while. I never knew we had a lot of things in common on how we really feel. "Maybe we can start from the beginning?" He suggest and sticks his hand out.
"I'm y/n l/n but you can call me n/n" I hug my hand with his. "I'm Warren Worthington the third but you can call me Angel"