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𝘉𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘬 𝘶𝘱 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘯𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘶𝘱𝘴

rogersgreasegun

i blew a kiss and bowed to the crowd before i left to go backstage. my band, Taking Back October, just finished a major concert in our rock history. live at rainbow. this was one of our major gigs and it was very successful.

"we killed it!!" hailey gave me a high five. a big smile on my face as i excitedly celebrated our success with my band mates.

"let's go out" jane suggested to us after we calmed down. "i seen a bar on our way here, just a few blocks" she informed. i looked at hailey, nettie as a signal to 'i want to go'. they smile and nodded their heads.

"Yes!" i jumped excitedly. "let's get our things packed first, then we can leave" i started to back away heading towards my dressing room. i fully turned around, heading down the long hallway passing by many door.

"great job on the show" my manager said to me as she stood by the door. "thank you sammy" i smiled. "you have a surprise" she gave me a smile this time nodding her head towards my dressing room. "oh," i chuckle. "will i like it?" i asked hopefully. "ehhh" she replied sounding unsure and made a tense face and walked away. my face frowned in confusion as i opened the door mumbling an 'okay'.

i looked up from the floor, and froze in the entrance staring at the person in front of me. i tilted my head, with a sealed mouth as wanting answer.

"hey..." he finally said after the 3 minutes of silence. "hi, roger"

roger taylor aka the drummer of queen aka my ex-boyfriend aka cheater-

"what are you doing here?" i ask slowly leaving the door frame, closing the door and taking a few steps over to him. "i came to see the show, once i found out that you were performing tonight. you did great,"

"oh" i said lowly as i gave a small nod not really knowing what to say. backstory: me and roger dated for 2 years and it was the best relationship of my life, well he was my first love so of course it's going to be great for me. it was one night, he went out and stayed out late. i stayed up waiting for him to get home, with was at two o'clock in the morning to be exact, only for him to get there with red lipstick on his collar and smell of perfume, clearly didn't belong to me.

"can we...talk?"
my eyebrows fell as i listened to his question. i crossed my arms and shifted my weight to one leg. "what is there to talk about?"

"about what happened...between us"
i looked down at my boots letting out a sigh. "please, i want to fix things. i miss you. i need you, y/n-"

"you didn't need me that night did you?" i raised a eyebrow. "i know i've made a mistake-"

"no- roger, you've made multiple mistakes, and every time you did, i forgave you, gave you more chances and we forgot about it but it just seemed like you took those chances as an opportunity to go do more things that would cause the dent in our relationship to go in deeper and deeper. so many red flags and i ignored them until that huge bright red one popped up in my face"

"baby-"
"don't call me baby-"
"hey..." a voice behind me said. i turn around and seen, nettie, jane, and hailey standing at the door way.

"why is he here?" nettie asked glaring at roger. "no, reason. he was just leaving" i looked back him.

"good, then we can leave" jane said walking away from the door. i started to follow them but roger pulled me back and closed the door turning the lock.

"hey!" i turned to him. "we had the talk, and it's over" i turned the lock but he just locked it back blocking the door.

"roger, stop being so stubborn"

"we can fix this y/n. please let me back in your life and i promise i won't fuck up, okay. i won't hurt you. i didn't know what i was thinking that night. i can't move on from you. i've tried many times to forget you but i can't, you're stuck on me and i love you"

"roger...i do, i really do but you have to think about. we both got hurt cause of what happened...i don't think it's good for the both of us" i softly spoke looking down at the ground the whole time. i seen his body shift and heard a sigh escape his lips.

"you don't trust me anymore is what you're saying?"

"i didn't say that-"

"you're implying it" he shot at me.
i looked at him and tilted my head. is he trying to start an argument?
"well, if you want to take it that way then be my guest" i shot back crossing my arms and taking a deep breath. "i'm just saying this is what's best for us"

"how do you know what's best me?"
"how do you know what's best for me?" i questioned back. "cause i know you, y/n"
"and i know you roger" i pursed my lips and raised my eyebrows.
there was a knock on the door, followed by a 'hello'
i reaches around him to grab the door knob. "y/n..." he softly grabbed my hand. "uhh, i'll see you around" i told him as i wiggled out of his grip. he took a step away from the door and let me out. i turned around looking at him before i left a kiss on his cheek before taking a glance at him again before walking away with the girls.

"i think you need straight vodka after that" nettie patted my shoulder. "it'll be okay" she gave me a smile.