Like We Used To [COMPLETED]

Still Into Her

Tee's

After that night, halos hindi na ako patulugin ng konsensya ko.

Hyunbin called me. Kapag hindi ko pa raw pinabalik si Lisa sa Thailand sasabihin na niya sa parents ko na buntis ako. Yes, you heard it right. Buntis ako. I don't want to tell to my parents, yet. Maybe after our secret marriage.

I love him. Don't get us wrong. Walang namamagitan sa amin ni Lisa. Yayks! And until now she's still into Jennie. Alam ko sa mga titig niya kung gaano pa rin niya kamahal si Jennie. At mas lalo akong nagi-guilty ro'n.

Hyunbin told me everything. When I say everything, it's the whole f*cking thing that happened that f*cking night.

Lahat planado. They did that for the sake of Lisa. When Jennie's parents found out that they were living together, they got mad. Kapag hindi raw nilayuan ni Jennie si Lisa sisirain nito ang buhay ni Lisa. Which is posible, Jennie's family is the most powerful here in Korea. Lahat yata ng naglalakihang business dito ay pag-aari nila.

Buy knowing Lisa hindi siya papayag na basta na lang sila maghihiwalay ni Jennie. And that's when Hyunbin came. Hyunbin was also Lisa's friend. That's the worst part. Halos madurog ang buong pagkatao ni Lisa that time. Kami na ni Hyunbin no'n, na mas lalong ikinagalit ni Lisa.

Naiwan ako sa Thailand habang niloloko nila kami ni Jennie. 'Yon ang iniisip ni Lisa. I can't blame her, 'yon lang talaga ang lumalabas na totoo.

Pagkatapos ng gabing 'yon bigla na lang nawala si Lisa. Hindi namin siya matawagan, hindi namin siya mahanap. After a year doon lang siya nagparamdam. She's in Manila raw, gusto niya munang takasan ang sakit. She spent another year in the Philippines. After that, bumalik siya ng Thailand. And luckily, she saw me with Hyunbin.

At bumalik ang sakit. Nagalit siya, sinabi niya sa akin ang totoo. At umamin naman si Hyunbin. Noong una nagalit ako, hindi ko matanggap na niloko niya kami. Pero mahal ko e, pinatawad ko.

Nagalit si Lisa at para sa ikatatahimik niya nagpanggap kaming hiwalay na. Halos isang taon din kaming nagtatago and then this! I got pregnant. Lisa caught us in café, talking. As expected, nagalit na naman siya. I know she's just protecting me, but I love this man so much.

Lisa told me that she will bring me here in Korea. Just for a month, to think. Nangako siyang kapag nanatili pa rin ako kay Hyunbin after mag-isip, hahayaan na niya akong maging masaya. This is what I love about this Pokpak! Her good heart.

Nagpaalam naman ako kay Hyunbin. At pumayag siya para daw matapos na. At hindi ko inaasahan na makikita pala namin dito si Jennie. Ang dahilan ng pagkawasak ni Lisa at pagkasira ng tiwala ko kay Hyunbin. Never in my entire life na maiisip kong pagtataksilan niya ako. Pero ngayon alam ko na ang totoo.

May magbabago ba kapag sinabi ko na ang totoo? Magiging masaya ba ulit si Lisa? My cute little cousin, Manoban.

The way she looks at Jennie, I know she's still love her. More than before. Pain is still visible but love is too powerful to control. How can I make this right?

(That's it. Sorry. Haha. Finding Jisoo in your areaaa. Haha. If you see her, tell her I miss her. Baka naman nasa manukan lang siya? What do you think?)