colby brock imagines :)

I NEED YOU

YOUR POV

you packed everything you had. your sweatshirts, your pants, your t-shirts, everything. you were shoving it all into the biggest suitcase you had. you were fuming, but had tears down your face.

you kept grabbing things, but shoving the shirts and other clothes he gave you back into his closet. you stopped, after you had everything packed away, and looked around. it was so empty, it was how you felt inside.

you remembered the events that occurred only 2 hours ago, and they haunted you the longer you were in that bedroom, and the more alone you felt.

*FLASHBACK*

the way he was looking at you, it scared you. you backed away, seeing as his ocean blue eyes turned to a dark grey-ish blue.

"god dammit y/n! why are you always so fucking clingy?! can't i have some fun now and then!" colby screamed at you, you jumped at the power in his voice.

"c-colby i was just looking out for you..." tears welled up in your eyes. you were terrified, anything could go down, and you didn't want to find out what would happen.

"god i'm not four! let me live, you're always there!" your heart was beating out of your chest. you couldn't believe how he was being.

"colby i'm sorry! i just love you, that's all." you said calmly, trying not to make him more upset.

"well i don't love you!" he screamed at the top of his lungs, as if you weren't taking a hint. your whole world stopped, you felt your heart break in two.

"w-what? colby what are you saying-" he cut you off by slamming his hand down on the table, making you jump and back even further away.

"FUCK Y/N! GET THE DAMN HINT! I HATE YOU! I DON'T WANT YOU HERE, ALL YOU'VE DONE IS RUINED MY LIFE AND MADE ME FEEL LIKE I'M BEING RAISED ALL OVER AGAIN BY A HELICOPTER MOM! GET THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE! I SHOULD'VE JUST CHEATED ON YOU WITH SHEA WHEN I HAD THE CHANCE!" the color from your face disappears as you fall to your knees, completely broken inside at this point. you felt that time had stopped and that you were falling into a never-ending abyss.

you gathered yourself after you sobbed quietly, trying to stay strong, and you looked up at him. he was standing there, breathing heavy and had both his hands on the counter; facing the kitchen as his face was turning red.

"fine, if that's how you feel, i'll leave. i can't change your feelings towards me. goodbye, cole robert brock." you stood up and went upstairs, feeling your heart break over and over again. you heard the front door slam as you went into the bedroom.

*PRESENT*

you took one final sniff of colby's sweatshirt, as it had his signature scent. a mix of his cologne and deodorant, but also his natural good, clean smell.

you felt a tear roll down your cheek and you took a deep breath as you grabbed your bag. you stood up and walked to your car, after grabbing your keys. you put your bag into the trunk of the car and booked a flight.

luckily, the flight was only three hours later in the day, so you could get out of LA as quick as possible, and hopefully never having to return.

you were going back to y/h/s, to stay with your best friend of 11 years. you drove, grabbing a reservation at tender greens. you walked in and saw brennen with jake.

they saw you and smiled, but once they noticed your tear stained cheeks, their smiles faded. brennen waved you over, and you sat with them.

you looked at brennen in his eyes, only for your lip to quiver before you could speak. tears started rushing out again and he pulled you into a tight hug.