colby brock imagines :)

TOO YOUNG

WARNING- this may come off as a little weird to some readers! read at your own risk, this is dedicated to the teenage audience who wish they had a chance with colbs! love you guys so much, enjoy!

YOUR POV

you're a 15 year old girl who just happens to be best friends with colby brock. due to being friends with him, all of the trap house and his other youtuber friends have grown to have a friendship with you as well.

you've even gotten quite a following just by simply being in the background of his videos, doing pranks or sit down videos on his channel, or exploring with him and sam on the duo channel.

you and colby tell each other everything, even the stuff you probably shouldn't be telling a guy friend. so, how did this all happen? a few months ago, one of the best friendships was born, and this is how it all started.

~flashback~

you were on instagram, just randomly peeping on some pages. david dobrik's, liza koshy's, and of course colby brock's page. you were just liking some old pictures you missed the notifications of from a week or two back, when you suddenly got a dm.

you opened it and there stood the message you never thought you would receive. you had dmed colby a few days ago, telling him how much you supported and loved him and what he has done for your mental health.

but you never expected to get a response. i guess miracles do happen. there it was, in front of your eyes, the sweetest message anyone had ever sent to you.

colbybrock: i'm so happy that i can make you happy, and have hope! you are so cute for having such a big heart, and it made me smile reading your message. i would love to start talking to you more and getting to know you, you seem like cool girl.

those words made your heart burst out of your chest. the colby brock wants to be friends with you? you had so many questions on why and how and where this all came from, but you didn't bother asking.

you and colby talked for hours, spilling secrets and getting your feelings out to each other. all in all, you know everything about him and he knows everything about you.

he was an amazing person and was just a sweetheart to say the least. you confided in him, and felt you could trust him with everything you have to give.

~present day~

and that's how you got here. cuddled up into your best friend's arms while wearing one of his very oversized sweatshirts, while watching the office. you had a lot on your mind, so you paused the show and started to be free about your thoughts.

"this sucks." you said, and you felt colby start to play with your hair. "what sucks?" he asked, focusing on your soft hair, but still giving you his full attention.

"that i have to be so young. being friends with a 22 year old that you've wanted a chance with for a while but being a 15 year old girl just sucks. i wish i was old enough to date you." you frowned, and puckered your lips, moving them to the side as you thought more into it.

colby chuckled, and started playing with your tiny fingers. "there's a reason you were born the year you were born in. that's probably because i'm not the one for you, y/n. enjoy your childhood, sweetheart." you sighed a little, throwing your head back slightly so you were looking at the ceiling.

"but what if you are the one for me, colby? i mean, you're everything i could want in a guy. god, you're so sweet and caring, and just flat out boyfriend material. you make me want to kiss you sometimes, i swear." you looked back down at his hand playing with yours. he placed his chin on top of your head, exhaling while thinking about an answer.

"believe me, i want to let you kiss me. even if it is illegal, nobody has to know. but if i do end up getting a girlfriend i don't want you to be hurt." colby's kind heart warmed yours. you just sighed again, a little sadly this time.

"i really wish i was your age. i would make you mine in a heartbeat. you know so much about me, yet i trust you with all of that information. i feel something different in this friendship of ours, that it makes me want to act on it. it's stupid i know, i'm just a teenage girl with hormones." colby shook his head and made you look at him. you looked into his ocean eyes, as he stared back in your y/e/c ones.

"you're not stupid for feeling this way, y/n. i've felt this way about older women, but i never told them. i'm glad you're telling me this. but what is it about me that makes you cling to me like i'm your boyfriend?" that question hit you in the face like a frying pan. you didn't know how to answer that.

you thought for a second, and colby just looked at you, expecting an answer sometime soon. your eyes were slightly widened at the thought of telling him how you've dreamt about being with him, or how much you want to love him like a partner.

"it's just, everything. everything about you is so attractive. i guess i just focus on who you are, and that's what makes me get attached." you weren't telling him the complete truth, and he knew that. he could always pinpoint when you were lying to him about something, it's his gift.

"there's more. you aren't telling me the whole story." you shook your head, denying it even though he was right. colby narrowed his eyes at you, causing you to look away because his stare could make you crumble right underneath him. "tell me, y/n."

"i've dreamt about you, colby." you started, and it caught him off guard. you gathered the rest of your words and spoke again. "i've dreamt about being with you. about you kissing me when i'm sad. about me only ever coming to you when i needed someone. about you snuggling me to death when you get home from a trip because in my dreams we're in love. i just want to be able to love you like that someday girlfriend of yours can. it's so wrong, but i want it so badly."

colby was lost in his own mind at this point. he was processing everything that you had just admitted to him. it was overwhelming, but he was so okay with it. he wasn't judging you for it.

by this point he wanted to love you. he knew there was something about you that he wouldn't find in any other girl. you were different, you understood him. you loved his dorky side, and you loved his moody and emotional side.

you understood his anxiety and sad days. you are there for him when he's insecure and needs someone to talk to. he tells you stuff he doesn't feel even sam could understand about him, but you just do. you understand it all, and that's everything to him.

"y/n, you're the best girl i've ever met. you understand me in ways i don't think anyone else can. i really really really don't want to hurt you and have you hate me forever. i want to give you a chance with me, because i know you would never hurt me. but if people found out, then we're both done for. and i'll go to jail for being a pedophile and possible sex offender." you teared up at the thought of losing your best friend.

you hugged him so tight. he pulled you onto his lap so he could hug you tighter. you sniffled time to time and he just rubbed your back. "i know i'm pushing this, but what if this loving part of us was only when we were here. alone, where no one else could possibly find out." colby thought for a second, and it wasn't the worst idea ever.

"okay baby, we can try it. we'll see if this works out, and if not then we go back to how we are right now. deal?" you nodded and smiled at him, "deal."

he smiled and tucked your hair behind your ear, wiping your single tear away. colby kissed your nose and connected your foreheads together while staring into your eyes. he cupped your cheeks and pecked your lips gently, causing you to smile with your teeth showing.

this was an amazing friendship, and just like that your dream came true. even though it wasn't the greatest decision either of you have ever made, it still made you both extremely happy. you guys were practically made for each other and love each other to death, in the partner way or simply just as best friends.