INSECURITIES

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disclaimer- this is based off the part in their samantha and colleen video 'getting ready for a date,' where colleen mentions sam wouldn't like her not having boobs. also takes place in that apartment and time period as well! ⚠️RISKY⚠️

YOUR POV

you scrolled through instagram, a casual thing you did on the daily. you saw a picture of her, taylor alesia, and couldn't help but feel bad about yourself. she has a rack, a big one. and you just have little A cups. colby was your boyfriend, and you've been together since junior year of high school.

you adore him, and he adores you. you have never been more happy with a person besides him. you've never really been insecure about anything, you just see yourself as you. until your ex boyfriend started to be crucial to your feelings, especially about your breasts.

you heard a knock on the door, and quickly scrambled to put your phone away and get back under the covers. you turned your back to the person, and knew it was colby when he laid down beside you. he wrapped an arm around you, and soon enough tears formed in your eyes.

you tried so hard not to make noise, but the more your insecurity got to you the harder it was to not break down. you soon started to shake a little as you let out silent sobs, which soon turned to loud sobs. you felt the bed dip in a different way, and you see a tuff of brunette hair out of the corner of your eye.

"hey, y/n what's wrong?" he asked softly, turning you over so you could face him. you shook your head, wiping your tears. "it's nothing to stress about." you say, hoping he would just leave it be. but colby's colby, he won't ever let you alone to deal with your own emotions.

"darling, talk to me. you know i'm here to help you." you looked into his eyes. his blue ones searched for something in yours, and he found hurt. he gently tucked some hair that was sticking to your tear stained cheek behind your ear. "i-it's just...it's silly.." you mumbled, embarrassed over the fact you're so upset about this.

"your insecurities aren't silly. just tell me what's going on, baby." his voice soothed you down, and you nodded slightly. "you know those instagram models that are like super pretty and have a really nice body?" you asked him, and he furrowed his brows while nodding. "sure." you sighed shakily, not really wanting to be honest with him.

"well, it's just- they all have boobs and i just, don't." you played with your fingers and looked anywhere but at him. "they're all complimented for them and i'm just stuck here being called flat all the time." you finished off, and colby's eyebrows were even more furrowed this time around.

"hell, i probably can't even please you because my boobs are so small. i wouldn't doubt it if you wished i had bigger ones, or wanted a girlfriend with bigger ones." your lip quivered and a tear slipped out again, and colby's eyes widened with worry. he wiped it away, and grabbed one of your hands while caressing the back of it with his thumb.

"babygirl, you absolutely can please me. i don't care what size you are, i love you for you. you don't need to have ginormous boobs for me to love you, alright? you're perfect, don't let anyone tell you otherwise." you looked into his eyes as he stared back into yours, and you nodded while sniffling a little, getting the last of your cries out.

"and these little girls..." he whispered huskily into your ear as his hand slipped up your shirt, caressing one of your breasts gently. "are mine, and all mine." you smiled a little at his touch, and he leaned down to kiss you. your lips collided with each other, and you felt him give your breast a gentle massage, causing you to moan slightly into his lips.

you felt your shirt being lifted, and he pulled away as he leaned down. he kissed your stomach gently, and you sighed contently while letting your eyes close once again. he kissed upwards, and he hit the valley of your breasts, before letting his lips attach to one of them. the kisses turned wet, while his hand tended to the other one.

you bit your lip and leaned your head back onto the pillow as you felt his tongue circle your sensitive nipple. he pulled away after a few minutes and looked at you. your eyes fluttered open and he smirked at you, "i love you and your boobs baby." you giggled and pulled him back down to you.

your fingers tangled in his hair as his hand drifted down to your side/waist, pulling your shirt down with it. you smiled into the kiss as he did, and you couldn't help but hear someone clear their throat deeply. you pulled away and saw sam standing in the doorway, his arms crossed and shaking his head in a teasing manner.

"i don't know what i just walked in on. but i'm assuming if i walked in later i'd get my own version of fifty shades of grey considering what i heard colby say." he turned around and walked out while you and colby giggled to yourselves. colby turned back to look at you, and you looked at him as well. he caressed your cheek and kissed the tip of your nose.

"i love you so much, my beautiful angel. don't be insecure about them again, alright? because i'm telling you right now that they're all i could ever ask for." you smiled at his words, and gripped his shirt. "i love you more, colby." he smiled and got up and shut the door.

you heard the lock turn, and colby turned around with a smirk on his face. he ran and jumped on top of you, not enough to hurt you, causing you to laugh out loud. you are two teenagers in love, who couldn't be happier.

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