colby brock imagines :)

FALLING DEEPER

A/N- wow okay hi! i am so so sorry about the delay on my writing. i haven't had any ideas or the motivation fo write, so that's why i haven't popped in. i should be going back to writing again soon, but on the bright side i have an editing account now! if you want to follow it, it's on instagram - @/paytynsvfx

i hope you enjoy this imagine!

YOUR POV

you sat there with tears down your face. your heart clenching at the thought of him not loving you back. the thing is, he did love you back. with all of his heart. he's just too afraid to love you, because he fears he'll hurt you.

he was running his hands through his hair. the frustration clear on his face, and the sadness clear on yours. you whined a little before a sob escaped your lips, causing him to look over at you. "i'm sorry y/n, but no." your lip quivered at his words, unable to speak at how hurt you were in this moment.

"w-why not? what's so wrong with me?" you asked, heart break prominent in your voice tone. his eyes softened a little, only for them to go back to stern a couple seconds later. "you wouldn't understand y/n, so i can't tell you." that angered you. you stood up quick, and pointed in his face.

"you need to make up your damn mind. you act like you're so into me, and then the next minute you push me away! what is so wrong with me?!" your throat burned as the words erupted from your throat. he ran his hands through his hair again, harder this time though.

"dammit y/n it's not you!" you chuckled bitterly and then scoffed. you looked at him, rage glinting in your eyes. "then what the fuck is it colby?!" you yelled once again. the only reaction was him looking at you with a feared look on his face. he was afraid to tell you, because he knew if he told you he would let his guard down.

"i can't tell you!" he finally yelled so loud; it almost broke the windows. you laughed in anger once again, feeling the heaviness on your chest grow. "you can keep denying this all you want, brock. but eventually, it's all going to catch up to you. and you know it." your voice had venom laced around each word you spoke.

colby's never seen you so angry before, and it worried him. "i left school for you! and now i get this treatment!" he could see your anger growing rapidly, as if it was a hologram right in front of him. to be quite honest, it scared him. he's never made you angry before, let alone frustrated. so this was all a nightmare coming true for him.

"y/n, calm down please." he asked you, but you looked at him with anger prominent in your eyes. "no. i won't calm down. screw you colby brock." you said, and it was his breaking point. he gave up on trying to calm you down. he sighed and started to walk away from you.

"no matter how much you don't want to hear it, i can't help the way i feel about you! no matter how many times you walk away, or shut me out, or hurt me in anyway, i cannot stop loving you!" you screamed, causing him to stop in his tracks. he slightly turned his head, only allowing you to see his jawline.

he fully turned around and quickly walked over to you. you gasped a little as he cupped your cheeks. he smashed his lips onto yours, pushing as much emotion as he could into it. you hesitated, but eventually realized what happened and kissed him back.

your heart pounded in your chest. he pulled away and looked into your eyes. you stared back into his eyes, your breath was caught in the back of your throat. "y/n... i love you more than anything in the world. but i don't want to end up hurting you.." his thumbs caressed each of your cheeks.

you held his wrists in your hands as you connected your foreheads together. "you would never hurt me, colby. i know you won't." you whispered as he pulled you closer. "i see the way you look at me, it's the same look i give you. that look proves to me that you don't have the heart to be able to hurt me, because you love me too much."

colby smiled at the near thought of you being in his arms at all times. he knows everything about you, even the littlest things. the way you chew your lip when you get nervous, the way you tap your foot when you're excited, how your nose scrunches when you laugh, and how your pupils dilate when you look at him.

he's noticed so much about you just from paying attention in the first few conversations. he can't get enough of you, and he's now realized that because he's let down his walls. his heart yearns for you, just like how yours yearns for him. he opened his eyes again to look down at you in awe, "you're my dream girl, y/n."

you giggled happily and kissed him again. he kissed you back with love, and his arms wrapped around your lower back. he pulled you closer, finally being able to take every bit of you in. he mentally thanked the gods above for not allowing you to give up on him, because if you did, he wouldn't be the same person he is today.

colby's love for you has only grown over the years,
months, days, minutes and seconds. he pulled away from you, only to stare into your eyes and get lost in them. "i can't wait, to start falling even deeper in love with you everyday, babygirl." you smiled so wide, which caused him to have a grin on his face as well. "i'm glad to hear you say that, because for a second i didn't think it was possible..."