MY CHILDHOOD SWEETHEART'S BROTHER

days like blur

everything went well.. days and months and years passed like a blur.. Si Paulo.. tulad ng pangako niya na we will keep in touch.. hindi yun nangyari.. NOTHING.. ALL I HEARD IS NOTHING.. hindi ko na alam kung ano na ang nangyari sa kanya sa States..

It really hurts from within me that he just forget that fast.. to think that we have been best friends for years. even my mom does not hear any news from tita Rose.. I missed him of course.. I missed his smiles.. his jokes.. his presence.. i miss all the things that we used to do before.. even my classmates were shocked of his sudden leave.. Alam mo yung parang tinatraydor ka ng tadhana.. ganun.. 

minsan naiisip ko.. ganito ba talaga ang pagmamahal? It is all a test of time? You need to wait for the right time to be with the one you really love? but the question is ... DOES HE LOVE ME? does our friendship enough to say that he feel the same way for me? 

pag naiisip ko na nag mga ganitong bagay .. naaalala ko yung time na umalis siya at nagtapat ako.. He just smiled at me.. SH*t! ano yun??!! ang gulo..

Ang hirap pala magmahal.. lalo na kung ikaw lang ang nagmamahal.. 

ang hirap pala maghintay ng walang kasiguraduhan kung babalik pa..

Well si Gian?? 

i haven't heard anything from him since that day.. maski shadow niya hindi ko na nakita.. siguro nga panttrip lang yung ginawa niya sakin.. He must have really hated me that much.. 

Di ako sanay sa  biglaan.. unti unti nalang sanang nawala..

Well.. ito na ako ngayon.. 

I am now in my third year 

COLLEGE OF EDUCATION..!