Realization

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by maryfraiman_

by maryfraiman_

I just got hit with the realization that everything is changing. Of course, I knew that before, but only now I can actually feel it. I had my last classes with my favourite teachers last week , I am putting away books, other materials and I only now realize: I am almost done with school. I have one exam left and that's it. Then my life is taking a complete different turn.

I know that the future will be exciting and there is so much to come, but this is still very hard. I am sitting here crying for the past 15 minutes. I tried singing a bit, because that usually helps, but I would get choked up after every line, so I had to stop. I then put on Shawn's Verizon Up performance of "Stitches" and just jammed out to it for several minutes. Definitely helped me a lot. I just let go and was able to calm down.

"Change isn't a bad thing, it never was, but at the end of the day
You know you're the same person and, and where you heart is
That's doesn't change"

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