Anything&Everything

Music

I realize more and more each day what a huge role in my life music plays. I was just going through some of the videos I recorded of myself singing and let me tell you, nothing stops me from doing it. Not being sick, not having experienced a panic attack for the first time the day before and still being shaken-up from it. Not being in a horrible mental state. Not having any free time from uni. Probably, if I had gotten a surgery on my throat and was prohibited to sing for several weeks, I'd go insane.

But, of course, it's not just singing. It's also listening to music, various artists(a very special one brought me here), paying attention to the lyrics, the emotions that the author is trying to portray. It's really mesmerizing.

There is something so special for me about laying in a dark room, with my headphones in, and listening to someone tell a story through music. Paying attention to the quiver and the hurt in their voice in the sad parts, to the calmness of their timbre in the other parts.

I am really hoping that maybe someday I'll also be able to right down my emotions not only on paper but by using music.

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P.s. if you have any song suggestions, please leave them here, I am always looking for something new to listen to💕