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*Ring*
It's the fifth time that you are calling to his phone but no one still answer. You try to call once again and finally he answers.
"Hello, Jagi?" You said.
"Why'd you call?" He reply.
"Oh my god...Why did 'I' call?" You said.
"Is everything ok?" He said innocently.
"No Jungkook, everything is not ok, do you even know what are we supposed to do today?!...We have a date Jeon Jungkook it's been hours and this is the 2nd time you did not come to our date! What's wrong with you!?" You complained.
You didn't let him speak and just hang up.
You didn't know why Jungkook is acting like that lately, you didn't know if he's that busy or he's just forgetful. But you can feel something is strange.
You let out a deep 'sigh' and just go out to the restaurant where you two supposed to meet. You can feel that the tears is streaming down your face. You just allow your tears to fall.
You need some place to let out your emotions. So while walking, you saw a park that there's only a couple there...You sit to a nearby bench which is not that far to that sweet couple. It's dark so you can't see the face of the couple.
You let out a deep deep 'sigh' again and feel so jealous to the couple being very sweet the boy has his arm around the shoulder of the girl. You just cry and cry.
'I wish we're like them' you thought.
When the girl saw you crying she approach you and said.
"Are you okay" She said in her sweet voice.
"I'm fine" You said which was a 'lie'.
Once you reply to her question you stand up and you saw that the girl is really beautiful and has a sexy body. And you also saw his boyfriend and you were ao shock...
"Ju-Jungkook?..." You said.
"Jagi?..." He reply like he doesn't care.
Now you know why...he's with a girl...how painful isn't it? You can't believe how can he do that to you, Well you can't blame him maybe that you are not just that beautiful, not sexy, and did not have a sweet voice like that girl.
You just stood there shock and once you realize what just happened. You began to cry again. And left that two.
When he tries to chase you you run so that he can't chase you cause you're done.
This pain is the one that you can't really handle because seeing your love with somebody else is one of the things that you are afraid of.
But it happened. What can you do?...
You ran so fast but you feel a hand grab your wrist...it's Jungkook.
"Babe, it's not like that"
"Then what is that?! Tell me" You said.
"She's just a friend" He said.
"A 'friend'?...Wow! *you laugh being sarcastic*...What kind of friend, a couple friend? That's new huh?!"
"No babe-" he said
"Then What?!...You know what i wonder if she's the girlfriend and i'm just your friend, because you didn't go to our date bacause of that girl right? I can't blame you cause i'm not like 'her' i'm not that 'gorgeous' ang i'm not that 'sexy' and now i know that you really prefer that girl instead of me...I'm 'done'" you said letting your tears stream down your face
"No! Babe, listen i can explain everything, she's just really a friend,I really didn't forget our date it's just
... She wants to be with me and i don't want to say no because she's really a close friend to me...please don't say you don't like me 'anymore'..." He said.
"So you're saying you don't want to say no because you might hurt her feelings right?" You asked.
"Y-yes..."
"Then h-how about 'me'?... Did you even care on how i'm gonna feel, did you even know that if i found out this it will 'hurt'...did you even think of 'us'...well i guess you didn't cause all you did is just care about her...i don't want you anymore i wanna break up with you!" You said still crying.
"No no no!...please no, i don't want *hugs you* i love you more than anything, please don't 'let go'... He said crying.
"I need to let go, I won't let you hurt me again... You said and let go of the hug and letting him go too...
All you could do was cry and left him watching you while you walk away from him...
He know he was wrong from choosing that girl instead of you...he was so wrong for letting go of his world but he still love you no matter what.
1 week later...
All you could do was to cry and locking yourself to your apartment, you couldn't think of anything but 'him'...sometimes you think if you really did what was right but why does it feels wrong saying that you don't love him anymore was the biggest lie...
Because you can still feel the pain you didn't know how to get rid of that f*ckin' pain...so all you could do was to drink and drink and drink alcohol but it's still there. One time because you are drunk you lock yourself to the bathroom...opening the shower and showering yourself still dringking...because the water is all over your body now the bottle of alcohol slips down your hand and *boom* it shattered into pieces like your heart...You are shock and scared cause once the bottle shatters you can remember all the pain jungkook gave to you, and you think that there is only one way to get rid of your pain and it is to get rid of yourself too...
You pick up the big shattered glass and look up to the mirror, looking at yourself thinking if you do this no one will get hurt anymore.
So you bring up the piece of the glass up to your wrist and started to hurt yourself...it's not that really painful cause the one that is really painful is the one that happened on you two...
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Jungkook Pov
I miss Y/n...
I miss the good times we had...
I miss our moments...
I miss everything about Y/n...
Jungkook is as same like you he couldn't think of anything else but on what happened and of course...you
He always drink, thinking maybe it's the way to forget about you but he also couldn't...
He wants to remember the place that you two always goes to. He drive his car and goes to the restaurant where you two supposed to meet. But he saw you standing on the counter he tries to approach you but once he tap the girl's shoulder he realize that it wasn't you...even the cashier looks like you and even the people sitting is you...everything that he see is you...
He decided to go to your apartment to explain everything and to be back together again.
He drive his car to go to your apartment once he got to where is your apartment is he park his car and saw your front door open he opens the door and see nothing but things on the floor and mess everywhere, he thinks that something happens to you and he really feels bad he tries to search you on the apartment he goes to the living room, nothing , the bedroom, nothing , the kitchen, nothing , he search all over the house and see nothing there is only one left that he didn't go to the bathroom...
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There is a part two for this...hope you enjoyed this!😀
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