Lost Souls (Book 2)

Part 40

Alec couldn't remember how much exactly did Magnus fucked him yesterday but all he remembered was after the amorous activity on bed, they kind of continued in the bath tub, back in the bed, the living room after lunch, back in the shower, back in the bedroom and pretty much the rest of the night.

Alec woke up with pain all over his body and especially his back and his entrance sore to the max. He felt heavy on his chest and when he looked down, Magnus' warm naked body is covering his with his hand wrapped around Alec's torso. His head rested perfectly on the crook of his neck breathing evenly and slowly, knowing he's still asleep.

Alec loves the sight and slowly caressing his hair back from his forehead and planted a kiss on it. He stirred in his sleep but didn't make any sign of waking up soon.

Alec slowly removed Magnus arm from his body and tried to get up cause he needed the bathroom so bad. Slowly he retrieved himself from Magnus tight embrace but he failed as Magnus wrapped himself around him even tighter. "Argghh." He winced and Magnus jolted up from his sleep with fear on his face. "Alexander, what's wrong?" He inspected him and noticed his body is filled with hickeys and bruises. When he wrapped his arm around Alec's waist, he pressed on the bruised a bit hard so that's why he winced. "I-I need to go to the toilet." He reassured as Magnus traced his fingers on Alec's hips.

Alec noticed Magnus' chest is filled with his claw nails and redness appears everywhere on him too. He nodded letting Alec go and as soon as Alec got off the bed, he fell on the floor with a loud thump. "Alexander!" Magnus called and looked to the side, Alec was sitting on the floor with his hand gripped on the bed sheet next to him.

"Fuck Magnus I can't feel my legs." He said and suddenly he heard Magnus chuckled so loud that made him joined his laughter. "I told you that you won't be able to walk for hours." He said and continued to laugh.

"You think Rafe will noticed anything? How do you think he will react?" Alec asked as they enjoyed their breakfast together. Room services coming so handy upon Magnus command bringing them pancakes, waffles and fresh fruits with newly brewed coffee making Alec's stomach growl in hunger. He never felt this hungry before but after yesterday and last night, he knew why.

"Rafe has been planning our wedding since the day he met you so I'm sure its okay." Magnus said as he feed himself another bite of waffles and moaned in the sweetness pleasure in his mouth. "Hours ago you moaned like that because of me, how fast can your heart change?" Alec asked teasing his fiancé but then smiled himself, "Hours ago it was definitely delicious but it didn't help me filled my stomach but rather keep me hungry for more."

Alec chuckled before he looked down on his plate but then he felt a hand on his palm, he looked up to see Magnus staring at him, "But my heart will never changed for you my love." He smiled, his eyes glassy with threatened tears. "We still haven't talk about New York." He said and Magnus huffed wiping his mouth with the napkin on his lap.

"I've been thinking," Magnus started, "New York is always gonna be home to us, Rafe was born there, or I found Rafe there, I met you there, despite all of the darkest past and the memories, its still home. I won't mind coming back to my American branch. I had enough of this cocky bastards." He mocked in his attempt to speak with British accent.

"But you also lost Ragnor there, you lost me, you almost lost Rafe there too." Alec said and noticed how the room suddenly changed into colder mood and Magnus sighed. "I found you back in my life, Rafe is save and Ragnor is in the past. Why must we lingered in the past when we can move on?" He asked and Alec didn't exactly answer, he kept his gaze on his plate, "Are you worried about you unable to let go?" Magnus asked and he slowly nodded.

"What if its too overwhelming, that I cannot handle it." Alec asked, tears started to flood his eyes as he looked into Magnus'. "Oh sweetheart." He stood and went to crouch on Alec's side stroking his back and let him rested his face on his shoulder. Magnus stroked his back and his hair softly to comfort him, "Whatever it is, whatever happened, I will be there by your side to help you okay. I promise." He said and Alec nodded in his tears.