I had did all of my crying and I had finally pulled it together. Today Jay and I would tell the girls about the separation. I wasn't excited but we couldn't keep it from them anymore. It was hard enough working and seeing Jay at work. He was partners with Upton and me and Dawson were partners. Dawson has been like a brother fpr years and he's the only one I've told about finalizing the separation but clearly Jay had told Hailey. They flirt all pf the time and I'm starting to think that Kelly kissing me wasn't the only thing that has to do with this....breakup. I love Jay and I wanna make it work but I can't and he gave up on me. On us. But we were gonna be fine. Today was easy work. No murders. Yet. So it was mainly CI files and paperwork. My desk was still across from Jay's and it could be awkward at times. We were still married and we had kids together but it all fell apart.
My phone rang and Jay looked at me and I tried not to look at him but that didn't go as planned.
"Intelligence this is Linsday."
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"Yeah?"
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"That's incredible." I say standing up smiling big as Jay continues to look at me.
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"Tomorrow sounds great."
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"Okay awesome."
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"You too thank you so much. Okay bye." I hang up the phone and everyone in the office looks at me."What was that?" Antonio asks.
"Nothing." I say smiling walking to the break room.
I go to get coffee and then I see Jay walk in and close the door "Hey."
I look at him and look back down "Hey."
"Are you gonna tell me what that was in there?"
"What the call?"
"Yeah Erin the call, sounded like some good news."
"Yeah it was, but I don't really wanna say anything yet."
"Seriously Erin? I'm your husband." Jay says chuckling.
I put on a serious face and reply "Jay you walked out on us."
And then I walk out on him. I leave the break room heading back to the office. I didn't owe him an explanation and I didn't feel bad about it.
I knock on Hanks door and he tells me to come in. "I gotta talk to you."
"What's up?" He says looking at me.
"I got a call a few minutes ago from Sandusky Police department they said they looked through my records and files and they asked if I wanted to take a commander position there. There is a guy coming tomorrow to meet me I don't know if I wanna take it yet. But I wanted to tell you first."
"Woah woah woah, I already lost Kim and Adam, I don't need to lose 2 more officers not to mention my granddaughters."
"2 police officers what do you mean who else is going?" I say confused.
"If you go to Ohio I'm guessing you're taking your husband with you yeah?" He didn't know
He didn't know. Not officially yet.
"Hank um, me and Jay are separated at thr moment but--"
"Erin wha--"
"I really don't need the lecture right now okay, I gotta go tell my kids there parents aren't together anymore." I say standing up and opening the door.
"Hey." Hank says as I look back.
"You'll get through this. I know you will." He says and I nod my head.
I just hoped he was right.
Once I got home I fixed dinner for the girls and then started to clean the kitchen then Jay knocked on our-- my door. We were to that point where he was knocking on his own door. I opened it and let him come in.
"Hey." He said closing the door.
"Hey."
"Where are they?" Jay asks looking towards the stairs.
"I think there upstairs in Remy's room."
"Okay. You ready?" He asks and look down to the floor.
I nod my head and then he nods back. I look towards the stairs and then I feel Jay grab my hand. I smile slowly and gently and we walk up the stairs.
We go to Remy's room making sure they don't see us. They were laughing and getting along so well.
"Look at them they seem so happy right now." I whispered to Jay.
"Yeah."
"We shouldn't--maybe we should--"
"Tell them tommorow?" Jay said looking at me.
"Yeah." I say smiling at him.
We head downstairs and then Jay gets ready to leave. "So after um after work I'll come over here but we have to tell them we can't put it off."
I nod my head and Jay opens the door. "Okay well goodnight." He says stepping outside.
"Bye." I say smiling and closing the door. As soon as I close it I put my back to the door, and start to cry.
This was really happening.
This is happening.
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All That Matters 2
Fanfiction10 years ago Erin Halstead/Linsday was hurt and got pregnant, she got married to Jay Halstead and a year later found out she was pregnant with her second kid. This family will face trials, tribulation, and heartbreak in All That Matters 2. Hint: re...