All That Matters 2

TWENTY TWO

"Okay alright you okay mom?" Nadia said holding my hair back as I threw up.

"No."

"Nadia the bus is here I need help!" Remy screamed from down the stairs.

"Im okay. I think I'm done." I said nodding.

"You sure?"

I nod my head and close my eyes.

"Hey mom?"

"Yeah?"

"I think you and dad will be fine." Nadia said postively.

"Nadia come on!" Remy screamed as Nadia ran down the stairs.

They were positive about this but I wasn't. Not at all. I headed into work a little late but I guess there was nothing to hit. Hank went to California to visit some family so Antonio was in charge.

"Keep your phones on I'll call if we get anything. Head home for now." Dawson said.

I headed home, going out the back door and then I heard Jay call my name. "Erin!"

I kept walking "Erin!"

"What Jay?" I said turning around.

"Can we talk about yesterday?"

"What else do you have to say? You already called me a whore and told me to screw myself! What are you gonna say next?" I screamed.

"Keep your voice down okay I'm sorry about yesterday!"

"You know the girls heard you last night and they started crying when you left!"

He covered his face and then whispered "We can't keep doing this okay? Can we just talk about last night?"

"Come talk to me when you wanna be a dad and a adult." I say walking away.

We couldn't keep doing this but I wouldn't let him talk to me like I was some house wife.

I headed home and started to drink lots of beer, I didn't know why I threw up last night. Maybe because i drank all the time now or because i never ate after Remy's accident. Not once. I heard a knock at the door and I assumed it was Jay. But I went to the door anyway.

"Jay I--"

But it wasn't Jay it was Hailey.

"Upton hey is everything okay?"

"Yeah um we need to talk Linsday." Hailey said coming inside my house.

"Big house." She said looking around.

"Yeah um what is going on why are you--"

"Can we talk?"

"Yeah." I say leading her to the living room.

"So um how is Remy?"

"She's okay, but its hard seeing her in a wheelchair."

"Yeah I bet and um how are you and Jay?"

"Hailey--"

"No I know its none of my business but Jay doesn't talk to me, I just wanted to know how you guys are."

"Broken. Completely broken. Why? Just wondering if its still okay to sleep with him. I mean I'm sure you already have but just checking with me right?" I say staring her down.

"Linsday I don't know what the heck you've heard but Jay and I aren't together. He would never betray you like that, okay he loves you---"

"Upton I really don't wanna hear it you need to go."

Without arguing she left. I didn't know what she was trying to get at. But she wasn't helping. At all. Jay and I had to fix ourselves Hailey couldn't do it for us.

But now, I didn't know if I wanted to fix it all.

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