11:42 pm
you ended our relationship and i swear my whole body went numb.
12:07 am
i broke down in my moms arms, she spent the next two hours in bed with me.
6:55 am
woke up and prayed for it to be a bad dream, mom made me stay home from school because i couldn't hold it together.
9:01 am
dragged myself out of bed and sobbed into my coffee out on the patio.
10:12 am
started my favourite movie (ironically the same one we watched the first time you came over) it took me over two hours to finish because i kept pausing it to cry.
12:21 pm
sat at my window and cried for twenty minutes while i watched and waited for you to come down the road and run up the driveway at the end of your school day...but you never came.
1:34 pm
my mom came home on her lunch break and to check on me and attempted to shove food down my throat.
3:09 pm
i swiped your cookies from the pantry and chucked a few across the yard.
8:31 pm
i haven't cried in over three hours and im not sure if it's denial or that i've simply run out of tears.
