i miss you so much, things keep happening and i keep finding myself wanting to tell you about it. i just wanted to call you, i wanted to tell you i'm sorry for leaving but staying with you ripped my heart into pieces but i guess you don't really care because you never asked me to stay. and i am constantly reminding myself that everything we had was not real and that it was all in my head, i am constantly telling myself you don't care, you don't care, you don't care, so i can stop myself from missing you but i still do. and that's the thing, just because someone is bad for you doesn't make it hurt any less when their gone. i just wish you meant every word that you said and i wish you kept your promise of staying but that's the thing, everyone fucking leaves. promise or no promise, everyone leaves.
