i can't stop thinking
about you. someone asked
me what was on
my mind, and your
name spilled out faster
than my lips could
stop them.
i see you everywhere. in
the sky and how
the sun shines. even
at night behind the
safety of my own eyelids. especially then.
when you kissed me
i tasted the next
80 years of my
life on your lips.
they tasted like stale
cigarettes and forever.
you call me baby, your
voice all sweet and
soft, and i can't
help but melt into
the very palm of
your hand; i don't
know if you want
me, but you have
me.
that morning you picked
me up off of
the bathroom floor, my
eyes were still clouded
black and red and
i somehow saw you
anyways. you brought me
back to bed and
let me lay my
head on your chest.
i watched the sunrise
from the window and
listened to the sound
of your heartbeat. the
world was calm, but
i was dizzy, far
too drunk on your
love.
[ song ; i hate u, i love u - gnash ft. olivia o'brien ]
