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Birthday (2)-Jaemin

Medium (2248 words)
Warnings: None

(Y/n)'s POV

It's been a couple weeks since Chenle moved out. It really hurts, but I'll manage. I've been taking care of myself, and I've been keeping myself preoccupied. Whenever I think about the situation, I'm just confused. Did he ever love me in the first place? Well, yes, he did love me. At the beginning, if not any other time. He only started to grow distant during the past couple months. I just don't understand why all of this had to happen now. When I'm pregnant. With his child.

"(Y/n)? You here?" I heard a voice say while they knocked. I tensed up, but took a deep breath to try to calm down. I walked over to the door and opened it.

"Hello Jisung." He looked at me, guilt written all over his face. He looked down and sighed.

"Can we please talk?" He asked. I reluctantly nodded. I knew I had to be mature.

"Come in." I said. We sat down on the couch, and an awkward silence settled upon us.

"(Y/n), I want to say that I'm sorry. I knew fully well that you and Chenle were in a relationship, yet I still confessed and kissed him. I honestly didn't think that he'd give in to the kiss or end up liking me back. As soon as he kissed back, it started to feel wrong and right at the same time. Like, I got the guy I've wanted for years, but the guy was still taken by someone else. I know that you probably hate me and Chenle, and you have every right to hate us. I just wanted to apologize to you. This may end up meaning absolutely nothing to you, but I really am sorry." He said. I just stared at him.

"Jisung, I don't hate either of you. Am I mad that the person I loved essentially cheated on me with you? Yes. Am I mad that I walked into the dorms on his birthday just to see you two kissing? Of course. But I can't bring myself to hate either of you. I still love Chenle. It may not be as much as I used to, but I still do. And the fact that you came here to apologize, while it doesn't make me completely forgive you, means a lot to me. Thank you for coming here to apologize. Now, I must kindly ask you to leave." I said to him. He nodded and stood up.

"Noona?" He said, looking back at me. I looked up at him.

"I know this may sound selfish, but please come to visit the rest of NCT sometime. They are really worried and miss you." He told me. I was touched that the rest still cared. I nodded, and he left.

The next day, I woke up to my phone ringing. I answered the call without looking at the caller ID.

"Hello?"

"Hey (Y/n). How are you feeling?" I heard Taeyong ask. I didn't feel like lying, so I just sighed.

"Not good?" He asked. I hummed in response.

"Doyoung, Jaemin, Johnny, and I were wondering if we could come over to check on you later today. Is that okay?" He asked.

"That would mean a lot to me." I said, a small smile gracing my lips.

"Okay. We'll bring lunch. See you around 11!" He said before hanging up. I looked at the time to see that it was 10:36. I decided to get dressed and clean up the house a bit.

When 11 rolled around, I heard knocking on the door. I opened it to see the four males standing there.

"Hey guys! Come in!" They all came in, and we sat around the dining table. We talked for about 30 minutes, when I suddenly started to feel weird.

"Excuse me." I hurriedly mumbled before running to the bathroom. I got on my knees and started to throw up. I heard footsteps, followed by someone holding my hair back.