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Chenle's POV
For once in the past 6 months, Jaemin came to the dorms.
"Jaemin? Where have you been? NCT has had to stop promoting because of whatever you, Taeyong, Johnny, and Doyoung have been doing." I asked accusingly.
"That's none of your business." He said. It wasn't rude, but it had a sharpness to it that left me confused. He just walked past me, going to his room. I decided to follow him.
"Dude, what's going on? You've been gone for 6 months and all I get is 'none of your business'?!" I yelled. He opened his mouth to start yelling, but then closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
"You'll find out soon. Now please, get out. I need to clean up in here." He told me. I just rolled my eyes and walked out. Jisung stood outside of the door, looking nervously at me.
"What happened in there?" He asked. I just shook my head and brought him into a tight hug.
"HEY GUYS!" I heard a familiar voice yell from the living room. I quickly took Jisung's hand and went into the living room. There, in front of everyone, was a very pregnant (Y/n).
"OH MY GOD, (Y/N)!! YOU'RE HUGE!!" Mark yelled out happily. (Y/n) just giggled. I was then lightly moved out of the way as Jaemin made his way to (Y/n). He wrapped an arm around her shoulders and kissed her forehead.
"Oh my god, Jaemin?! You got (Y/n) pregnant?!" Taeil asked, astonished. Both of their smiles dropped slightly. They both shook their heads.
"But I will be taking responsibility as the father." He told everyone.
"How many months are you?" Jeno asked.
"About 6 months." Jaemin said, looking directly at me. No one seemed to notice, and I was confused. Why was he looking at me?
All the boys rushed over to (Y/n), attacking her in hugs and questions and such. Many even asked to touch her stomach. Jisung and I slowly made our way to her, not knowing if she'd want us near her.
"May we?" Jisung asked when we approached her. The other boys were all talking amongst themselves, so it was just me, Jisung, (Y/n), and Jaemin.
"Say hi to your biological father." (Y/n) whispered. I looked up at her in shock. Jaemin stared at me blankly, while (Y/n) gave me a sad smile.
"Wait- but- why-" Jaemin cut me off.
"Let's talk about this somewhere else." He said lowly. I nodded, squeezing Jisung's hand. We all went into my and Jisung's room. We all sat down on the beds.
"When... did you find out?" Jisung asked.
"The week before we broke up." I grew slightly angry.
"Then why didn't you tell me?!" Jaemin looked ready to murder me.
"Because you didn't give two shits about her! She tried to tell you as soon as she found out, but you ignored her! Probably for Jisung. Then, on your birthday, she was going to give you the tests as a second birthday present. But what did she get? You two making out and making her scared and sad because the person she loved was cheating, and her baby wouldn't have a father!" He yelled. Tears welled up in my eyes. (Y/n) just stayed quiet, but took Jaemin's hand and held it tightly. When (Y/n) looked up, she locked eyes with me. And as stupid as this may sound, I still love her. Not as much as when we were dating, and I love Jisung more, but I still love her. I still have a soft spot for her. I still want to go over there and hug her and apologize. And it took me being a jackass and hurting her beyond repair to realize that.
"I know that it's probably too late to say this, but I'm sorry." I said, looking her in the eyes, tears still building up in my eyes. She just looked at me.
"I can't forgive you, Chenle. I hope you know that. I loved you. I trusted you. I was so excited to have a kid with you. But you went and did this. I'm glad for you and Jisung, but that doesn't make the situation right. I've moved on, and I have Jaemin now, but that doesn't mean I'll just forget this." The tears started to escape my eyes. I looked over to Jaemin and took his hands in mine.
"Please be better than me. (Y/n) deserves the world, and I didn't give her that. Don't leave her like I did."
"I could never leave her. I love her too much to even think about letting her go." He said. (Y/n) looked up at him with such a pure and loving look. For a second, I was a bit jealous. She could've still been mine. She wouldn't have been hurt. Maybe it's better this way. Jisung is happy, Jaemin is happy, and (Y/n) won't get hurt. Of course, I'm happy too, it just might take a while to fully get over her.
"Is it a boy or a girl?" I asked.
"Boy." They said in unison, giggling slightly afterwards.
"Do you have a name picked out yet?" The two looked at each other.
"Youngjae." (Y/n) said. I tensed up at the name.
"If you were to ever have a kid, what would you name them?" I asked, staring up at the stars, (Y/n)'s hand in mine. She giggled.
"I think you mean, if we ever have a kid. If it's a girl, Jiwoo. If it's a boy, Youngjae. I've loved those names ever since I was a kid." She replied quickly. I blushed at her words. Turning on my side, I looked into her eyes lovingly.
"You would want to have a kid with me?" I asked, overwhelmingly happy. She nodded with the biggest smile on her face.
"Do you think we will?" I whispered. She nodded.
"I can feel it." She said. I gave her a peck on the cheek.
"I really like the name Youngjae. I think that's the perfect name for our future kid." I told her, pulling her into a hug.
"I really like that name." I told her. She nodded, a small smile resting on her lips.
"I told you. I could feel it." She whispered. My tears just kept on escaping. Jaemin pulled (Y/n) into a big hug, kissing her forehead in the process.
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"LET ME SEE!" Mark whisper-yelled.
"NO, ME FIRST!" Renjun whisper-yelled back. The boys all started whisper-fighting over who would see the baby first.
"Godfather first!"
"Uncles first!"
"Oldest first!"
"Fathers first." (Y/n) said. Jaemin was already at her side, and both of them looked at me, waiting for me to come over. They were significantly less mad at me than a couple months ago, and we were all on speaking terms. None of the others knew, however, that I was the biological father. I slowly stepped forward, and some of the members let out gasps. Jaemin placed a kiss on the baby's forehead before moving out of the way for me.
"Say hi to Na Youngjae." (Y/n) said. I smiled at the baby.
"Hey there." I whispered. I didn't know what to do, so I just stared lovingly at the baby. My baby. Even if I wouldn't be there to be his dad, maybe we'll meet some day when he's older, and he'll know.
That's all I need for now. And quite frankly, that's more than I deserve.
9.2.20
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