ENJOY — THE END IS NEAR ________________________________
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(NISSY IS ANISSA'S SPLIT PERSONA)
My mind and heart were still racing as I stared at the mess I made before me.
He really lied to us Anissa.
I riled us up, I made the best decisions for us both when I was angry, the best actually being the worst.
Anissa's pussy emotions kept clouding my mind, wanting to feel all self-pitiful and maybe even call him back over to talk.
That's not what we're gonna do.
She kept fighting with me before she soon succumbed to my madness.
Good girl.
I loved my insanity. I picked up the pieces of the smashed vase, pressing them into my hands, making them bleed.
As my hands dripped with blood, I threw the vase pieces in the trash, walking away and smearing the blood from my frail hands all over the white walls.
Picking up my phone, I texted the number I knew off by heart, knowing he still had mine saved.
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With only a few moments passing, I received the address and ordered an uber there.
In times like this I didn't necessarily need comfort, but rather a distraction. Adonis was the perfect distraction, he always had been. I used him so much to the point he thought I loved him.
I couldn't lie though I did feel something for him, but it wasn't deep and serious enough for me to call it love. Maybe I could call it addiction.
Our routine was addictive. We'd fight, make up and just exploit each other for his image. It was fun but detrimental, to me especially.
I freshened up, reapplying my smudged mascara and lip gloss. I washed my hands and sprayed myself up a bit and removed any signs of distress.
