Fuck him for letting you go. Fuck him for ignoring you all the time. You shouldn't change yourself for others, you can't lose your light. No, not right now. Just hang in there a little bit. Never stop trying. I know it's hard to see that all the people you love are walking away from your life. But you know what?
Fuck them too! It's you that matters. You are more than just flesh and bones. You hold the entire Universe and its misteries right between your ribs. You have a beating heart even if it's broken. I know you hurt, I know it's hard, I know you're lonely. But you have to think that you have an exquisite soul.
Fuck them for not seeing this in you. You have the most beautiful eyes, and still...no one saw that beam of light...and all the sadness you hide there. Well, fuck them again!
Fuck everybody, do whatever you want. Don't feel guilty for the things you want to do. Do it for yourself! Do it for your mother, she is really proud of you. Do it just because you want to. Act. Don't think twice. Forget about them, forget about the world. Stop caring for them too much. You tried at least a million times to save them, but who'll save you?
Let me tell you, my dear. You needs you..Stop searching for him in everyone else. Stop crying and listening to sad music. Stop asking people to remain in your life. Trust me, if they wanted to stay, they would've never left.
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