alone | noen eubanks

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                                     Scarlett's POV
                         (Suicide & self harm TW)
I wake up later with no memory of yesterday, I sit up.

"Ow." I put my hand to my head, a headache.

Great a hangover.

I reach for where I usually have my phone. It's not there, a note in its place. I ignore it for now, . I slowly get out of bed and search for my phone. It's not in my room.

I pick up the note hoping for a clue.

'i brought you back to your house after the party, you were wasted. you asked me to cuddle with you but i got up the moment you passed out. text me when you wake up
p.s took a dr pepper & pop tart from your kitchen hope you don't mind                                                             -noen(:'

My cupcake flavored pop tarts! I run downstairs, my head throbbing with every step, he took two that liar.

I search the pantry for pain killers, accidentally pour too many once I find them. Tempting. I stay staring at the pills for a while, rattling them in the palm of my hand.

I could take them all right now, end my headache and everything else.

But they aren't strong enough, they'll just fuck me up worse.

I put them all away except three, won't work but it'll calm the pain a little. I still don't know where my phone is, I look in the kitchen and living room. Still can't find it. Fuck.

I go upstairs and check my parents room. They aren't home, probably left for work already.
I walk to the office and turn on the computer, the moment it's on I log into my Icloud (Apple computer they rich rich) My messages pop up, I see texts from Noen, Lyra and an unknown number.

I open Noen's messages first.

I check Lyra's messages next.

Then I open the unknown numbers text.