Wolfstar Oneshots (With a Hint of Jily) #Wattys2019

Paper Crown

A/N: This is a oneshot based of a line from Alec Benjamin's song, "Paper Crown", which is linked above.

The line is:

"Cause there's no one to love you
when you build your walls too high.
And there's no one to love you
When you trap yourself inside."

I lost him. I lost the person I loved with all my heart. The love of my life.

And it's all my fault.

I drove him away from me, even though he loved me too.

I still love him, not sure about him still loving me.

I let my insecurities drive us apart, me questioning at every moment whether he actually loved me. I was - am - broken. My family fucked me for life.

They abused me, made me feel like love was nothing, that is was all fake. I even lost my best friend because he just couldn't deal with my bullshit anymore. He was with me for my entire life and when I started disrupting his life too much, he pushed me away.

Everytime the person I loved came home late, I used to question him, thinking that he cheated on me. In the end, I found out that he was working extra hours for an engagement ring for me.

I blew my one shot at love.

We were together for 3 years and I should have been able to trust him but I had been a different relationship before. Where that guy cheated on me practically everyday.

I built my stupid walls too high. I lost everyone I loved. I lost him. The love of my life.

I lost Remus.

A/N: I am sorry, I am sorry, I am sorry, I am sorry, I am sorry.

This is the first unhappy ending oneshot in this book. Whose POV did you think it was before you read the late sentence?

Guys, I have a question for you: Who are your favourite singer(s) and/or band(s)?

I have three favourite singers: Sabrina Carpenter, Troye Sivan, and Alec Benjamin. I also have a favourite band: Years & Years.

Bye Potterheads and Wolfstar Lovers,
Until Next Time,

--SP